I AM BOD 01 - Part One - Sex Stories

I AM BOD 01 - Part One

... life unlike any other. My compulsion for sex and sexually pleasuring men began in my mid-teens with my very first sexual experience. However, this highly sexualized attitude was brewing deep inside me even before that. In my early days, when my lifelong erotic journey was still only a curious twinkle in my eye, this attitude about sex and pleasuring men came naturally. I felt it deep in my core as if it were the driving force behind my very existence. However, the confidence behind this sensual attitude was a work in progress, which cultivated over time. At sixteen, my body had matured physically to the point where I was no longer this awkward little nerdy tomboy. Every part of my body's voluptuous features had filled out, and the boys were taking note. Having no practical knowledge about sex other than what my high school girlfriends and I learned from gossip and saw on a porn video one of them found in her older brother's bedroom, I was completely in the dark. But, unlike the sheepish attitude my girlfriends adopted regarding sex, I, on the other hand, was anxious to dive right in and explore this exciting newfound frontier. As I mentioned above, for unknown reasons, I was mentally predisposed to having a highly sexualized mindset. In my early days, I grappled with why my brain was wired this way. However, this internal dilemma did nothing to curtail my overzealous sexual attitude.

I had mentally reached a point where I was more than ready to take a faithful leap into ...

... the world of sex and whatever came with it. I felt a strong need and desire to validate this overwhelming sexually-orientated mindset that had persisted for several years. Without going into great detail regarding my first sexual experience, which is chronicled in another chapter of my memoir series, let me just say that right out of the gate, it became apparent that I unknowingly possessed extraordinary man-pleasing qualities. When this was discovered, it began a cascading chain of events that took my sexual eligibility status with the local boys from nonexistent to being one of the most desired and sought-after sexual conquests in my local community. And, because of my innate highly sexualized mindset, the widespread notoriety I received had my head spinning. As word spread among the boys in my hometown regarding my sexual bravado, the frequency of my sexual encounters increased tenfold. The more sexual experience I gained with the boys, the stronger the cravings grew to expand my sexual pleasuring prowess. Realizing that I was such a tantalizing source of euphoric pleasure for so many guys was intoxicating.

With every exciting sexual romp that I participated in, I experienced a sense of euphoria. Psychologically, it felt like I was on a potent mind-altering drug that I was hopelessly addicted to. To maintain this must-have, feel-good psychotic high, I had to constantly feed this addiction. And all the young guys I sexually entertained seemed to sense this. They took full ...