A New Perspective Ch. 04 - Sex Stories

A New Perspective Ch. 04

... "Leslie was in here just last week. Did she tell you?"

"Yes."

"She tell you anything else?", asked Scott.

"She told me about you and Anne. I'm really sorry to hear about that. While I didn't know her, Leslie really liked her."

Scott continued his massage as I searched for my words.

After a minute, I added weakly, my voice shaking, "And, she told you about me."

I added, "She's amazing and I'm so lucky she's my wife, but yeah.", as my voice trailed off.

"Yeah, she is", said Scott. "And, yes you are."

"I was thinking about canceling this appointment. She made me keep it in fairness to you. I clearly needed the massage as you can tell."

"And, she thinks I need something else", my voice again weak and shaky.

I stalled some more as the words again escaped me. I was scared and embarrassed.

"Well, I'm not sure what I want."

"That's not true", I corrected myself.

"I know what I want, but don't know why I want it, and if I should do it."

"I'm not sure if it's really okay with Leslie", I continued. "She said it is. While I sort of believe her, I think she may be giving me permission reluctantly."

I was speaking faster now. "And, I'm not sure how you feel about it. I'm confused about it. I don't know what's wrong with me. Well, you get the picture.", I said with a sigh.

"That's a lot, Chris." Scott continued to work on my neck. "Let me try to help."

"I think you're right that Leslie would prefer it if you didn't want it. But you do and ...

... she accepts that."

"She's also likely guessed that the desire won't just go away."

"And, she'd be right. I can confirm that personally."

"I suspect she also knows that it's risky giving you permission because it might lead to you wanting to try other things."

"She's giving you a safe space for this, but it's risky for her."

Scott moved his work down to my quads.

"I can also say from experience that the more you partake, the more you will want. It's kind of addictive. So, be aware of that danger, too."

I lay there taking in Scott's words.

"And you're okay with this, Scott?", I asked.

"Yeah, I am. Did Leslie tell you anything about my backstory? About my gay friend from high school?"

"Yeah."

"This is kind of the same. Alex was a good friend. We were really close. He had no way to safely explore his sexual needs. I just helped give him a safe outlet. I spoke to him the other day. He and his husband live in Boulder. We're still close."

"So, you're just helping a friend here.", I said.

"Yep."

Scott continued his work on my quads, moving back and forth between my two legs. Noticing that my erection stayed with me during our talk, he asked, "So?"

"Yes."

Scott chucked a bit and said, "Leslie told me that I should make you ask. So, yes what?"

I was quiet for a moment, and then said weakly, my voice shaking, "Can I suck your cock?"

Scott smiled and nodded and untied the drawstring of his shorts to let them fall to the ground so he ...