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My Diary: Entry 10 - What I Want?
Date: 5/8/2024, Categories: Group Sex Author: byDadbodboi
... do have a little time outside the cage, for use of the bathroom, and only attended by Louisa. She watches me poop, and pee, and she wipes me after, which I'm sure she doesn't have to; she could make me do it, but she must like doing it (because, trust me, she wouldn't do it if she didn't want to). She runs me a bath, and bathes me like a mother bathing her baby! I've splashed her a few times, but she gets very strict, and I don't want to upset her... If I'm being honest with myself, I'm not sure how I ended up here. I mean, everything has been moving so fast lately, and I've been swept up in this lust, like all my reason escapes me. I don't even know if this is what I want, but, what else do I have? Where do I have to go? I've burned every bridge I have with the people closest to me in my life, and all I have left is the hot teen he brought into our life to spite me... If I'm also being entirely truthful, I don't even think she is that bad. I love her strong will, knowing exactly what she wants and how to get it at her age; it's admirable... I really wasted my life up 'til now, being what I thought everyone wanted me to be, I never stopped to consider what I wanted, let alone how to go about it... Who even am I? All things ...
... considered: am I the one who exists just to please others, or can I ask for that for myself? But, as I write that, I know that having to ask for others to please you isn't strong or desirable. If you know what you want, you have to have the conviction to take it, right? I really don't know... Anyway, Louisa was very kind to allow me to keep my diary. She has read through it, and reads what I write, keeping it on the bedside cabinet for when she goes to bed to sleep. It's when she sleeps that's the hardest. Without a clock, time feels so long when she does sleep, very periodically interrupted by her phone pinging with a message, or the door knocking with a guest, but those times in between are very long, and very lonely... I want to be more than this with her... I want to be with her... I want to be someone she is proud to be with... I want to be the one to make her happy... I could just ask? Night xx Louisa is the greatest!! Louisa is the best!! Louisa is awesome!! My name is Emma, and I love Louisa so much. I always feel so horny because of her, and can't help myself. I do so many naughty things, and am lucky to be kept by her. Louisa is the best master, and I am the best pet!! meow meow meow meow meow meow meow