Steampunk Harlots - Chapter 06 - Sex Stories

Steampunk Harlots - Chapter 06

... depth of your feelings.”

“I know,” Ving stated as firmly as she could while still shaking. “I may be just your friend who you play with for fun. I know you will be with many men and women as clients or as flings. If I see you and Liddy or Easy or whoever in bed while I stand apart, I can live with that. But you will always be the woman that made me feel like there wasn't anything wrong with me after so many years of doubt.”

“I'm so very glad I was able to do that for you. But as much as I care, sex for me is about using others to make myself feel good. For me, a close bond is someone I don't have sex with. Mari and I found that early on. With you, at first, it was to humiliate you and teach you a lesson. Then I used you again when you were emotionally vulnerable. The bath? Again, just fun to amuse me. If anything, I’m a terrible friend. I should treat you better, but you also seem to like being treated that way.”

“Men always humiliated me. Fucking me on a stage. Letting friends watch. Telling me to do things and taking bets to see if I would do it. Being told how many times I had to fuck them to be worth the help they were giving me. Maybe that's warped me. Why just seeing clients who want to fuck and move on doesn't do anything for me. Being a bitch racer who gets ‘taught a lesson’ is just how I was raised to experience sex. Other women were competition, not friends. Talking with Liddy helped with how I work here. I’m fine with that. But the way you use me. It ...

... treats me how I think I should be treated. Not just used but made to be degraded.”

“Women are generally conditioned to be submissive and weak compared to their male partners. By taking a strong woman like you and making you submissive to them, it feeds their need to dominate. Taking a weak woman is expected almost, but taking a strong woman and ‘putting her in her place’ feeds that fantasy. Of course, you were conditioned to think you could only be strong until someone you saw as stronger came along. At first, it was the men, but now it's me.”

“Yes, you did. You showed me my place. I know you wouldn't have done so if you knew how I would have been treated. But I don't want you to stop. I want to be used, made to wait, to serve, to be dominated. Just only by you. Maybe I will change how I look at things the longer I examine myself. I still like being a bitch. But I’m your bitch.”

“Ving, I think you need to be your own bitch. Own yourself. Dominate your own life.” Hannah realised that it was easier said than done. “But that's a hard thing to do if you don't have any experience with it.”

Ving watched Hannah, desperate for her to finish her thoughts.

“Alright. While I enjoy the occasional role as a submissive, you are more seriously damaged by how you were treated. There is nothing wrong with preferring a submissive role as long as you enjoy it. You, on the other hand, were conditioned to think that was simply your place. That's not right. You are doing it for the wrong ...