How I became bisexual (Part 2)
Date: 11/9/2015,
Categories:
First Time
Gay Male,
Taboo
Author: fortworthfitness
... me. It was an awkward feeling. Jerry poured himself a bowl of cereal and returned to the living room. He sat down on his dad's recliner and just ate his bowl of cereal. He didn't say a word. Finally, I decided that I couldn't take anymore silence as I looked in his direction and cleared my throat. That got Jerry's attention as he looked over at me and said, "you want some cereal?" Baffled, I replied back that I was not hungry. Jerry said OK as he got up and went back to the kitchen. As he returned, Jerry walked back into the living room and asked me, "hey, do you remember anything about last night?" Thinking to myself, DO I REMEMBER? OMG, UHHHHHH YES! However, I calmly replied that I vaguely remembered a few things. Jerry asked, "what do you remember" as I said, your penis. Jerry looked at me with puzzled look. He asked if I remembered anything else but I didn't say anything. I just shook my head yes. Probably unsatisfied with my reply, Jerry just looked at me and mumbled "...anddddd." I broke the ice and got it off my chest. Softly spoken in a low voice, I told him I remembered jacking him off, I remembered his cock in my mouth and remembered him fucking me. I felt my heart rate go up and I was very uncomfortable talking to him. It seemed completely taboo. Jerry replied, "did you like it?" This was THE million dollar question. Did I like it? Did I like having sex with another guy? Did I like the fact that my best friend sexually took advantage of me? Hmmmmmmmm, I pondered ...
... for a moment and decided to reserve my answer. I asked the question right back at him. I asked Jerry if he liked it. Without much hesitation, Jerry replied, "I sort of liked it a lot." I thought to myself, A LOT? Really? He liked having sex with me a lot? That made me curious. What did he like about it? So I asked him, what did he really like about having sex with me? That's when he blurted out that it wasn't the first time he has thought about me sexually. Staying the night over at Jerry's house was a common thing growing up. I had probably stayed the night 30+ times over the past 3-4 years. Jerry said that sometimes, at night when everyone was asl**p, he would reach over and "accidently" brush his hand up against my crotch while I slept. Jerry further explained that one time, he even felt me get hard from the contact which he said it drove him crazy. I asked Jerry what he meant by crazy as he replied, "horny." He went on to tell me that most of the time, after I had left his house, he would go into his bathroom and jack off, thinking about it. That all led up to this point. Jerry asked if I remembered about a month earlier, when I stayed the night over and played a new video game that he had gotten. I said I did remember but I was unsure what specific event he was trying to elude to. Jerry filled in the blanks and told me that it was THAT night when he saw me asl**p, he tried to initiate a brief sexual encounter with me. He said he reached over and gently placed my hand on ...