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Deeper
Date: 2/29/2024, Categories: BDSM Author: byStella_Stone, Source: Literotica
Having thoroughly enjoyed my first dominating experience, I was excited to engage again. This time would take a little more thought to be honest! I wanted to give the role my undivided attention which would require me to dig deep into my soul to discover what I loved about submitting. I unfurled my yoga mat and moved into various poses stretching my arms and legs in sensual deliciousness until my limbs tingled and my blood pumped. Once my energy felt uniform and focused, I lowered my body to the mat and stretched out on to my back. I closed my eyes and let my mind consider all the most enjoyable aspects of submitting as well as my deep guttural response to it! Why did submitting, more than anything in the world, light me up?!? As I rested in calm peaceful serenity, I couldn't help notice the stark contrast of my life now as an adult compared to the chaos of being the youngest sibling by at least 5 years in a household of boys lol. My three brothers were sooooo wild! They were always arguing, challenging each other to some duel or competition, or creating an elaborate raceway or lego kingdom that spanned the entirety of our home. The family dynamic was equal parts good and bad for me! There was always something entertaining to watch whether an impromptu wrestling match on the kitchen floor or someone stuck on top of the garage rethinking flight with a homemade cape and requesting a ladder to descend in a safer manner hahaha! On days my brothers were feeling extra ...
... generous, I relished in their attention as they zoomed me around the living room in my toy shopping cart sporting a padded football helmet for when they inevitably took a turn too fast and I tipped over smashing my head on the doorway! When my brothers tired of engaging with me, I would convince one of their many friends to play me in driveway basketball, race me to the corner, or give me a boost into my favorite tree. I loved being cared for and nurtured by my brothers and their friends especially since my overwhelmed mom was nearly always too frazzled by the constant commotion and the never ending meal prep to have any nurturing energy left over for her coveted baby girl lol. I quickly learned at a very young age to surrender my needs to trustworthy older people in my life to feel free, adored, and genuinely happy :) I opened my eyes as the chime of my phone pulled me from my daydream. It was a perfectly timed text from my beautiful bisexual bestie, Max, who was feeling super submissive today and willing to do just about anything ;) I smiled to myself then responded that he should come over as soon as humanly possible. I was absolutely thrilled imagining all the fun we were about to have and the generous gift of surrender and freedom from thought and expectation I was planning to give my gorgeous friend! Max arrived in what seemed like 30 seconds carrying a duffle full of sexy outfits, a sheepish grin, and a penchant for adventure. He leaned over kissing my lips ...