1. My Dirty Secrets Chapter 4


    Date: 2/10/2024, Categories: Taboo Author: Spendingtime, Source: LushStories 

    ... saying you're home for the day?" she said, trying to mask her joy at spending more time with me.

"Could be," I said, picking up my phone out of my pants.

I dialed Ben's number, and he didn't pick up.

"Go back to bed. There's not even electricity, and it's pouring," Ben's text came back quickly.

"Well, seems like that's that," I smirked.

What the hell was I going to do? Sitting on the edge of Jessi's bed naked was a dangerous game. It was 6:00, and Melissa would be heading home very soon. On the one hand, I needed to tell her what was happening. On the other, I knew that would be the end of us and potentially the end of her and Jessi. Was there any coming back from fucking your sister's husband? I don't know if I could forgive anyone for doing what Jessi and I had done.

What complicated matters for me was Jessi's continued gentle touch on my back. It didn't just make my dick hard. It made me feel so much more. Her fingers, her lips, everything was new and exciting, but she understood me on some level no one else seemed to. Jessica really was an incredible woman and had been hiding in plain sight this whole time.

"How long did you know?" I said without stopping to consider her potential answers.

"Know what?" Jess replied with a notable smile in her voice.

"Us," I answered.

"I guess I didn't. When I saw you with Melissa, it was a tipping point for me," she said thoughtfully.

"All those nights up late, did you know then?" I hesitated.

"Maybe on ...
    ... some level? I never imagined we'd be here, well I imagined, but not like this," Jess said, rubbing my back with her open palm now.

Her touch was too perfect. I just needed to convince Melissa to be okay with this arrangement. I laughed out loud at this ridiculous thought.

"What?" Jessi said, shoving me playfully.

"Oh, no, not you. I guess I'd noticed you, too. I had imagined this, but not with all the feelings, more like a dirty fantasy," I said, holding nothing back.

"What do we do, Jess?" I asked.

"Hold up, what do you mean? What do we do?" she said, sounding concerned, "This is what we are, Nick. There isn't a thing to do or not do," her voice sounded almost stern.

"So, we just keep sneaking around and fucking while Melissa works nights?" I paused momentarily, collecting my emotions so they didn't get the better of me.

"Do you think that's fair to her," I said, like an idiot.

"Wow, I know that you didn't just assume that I'm taking any kind of moral high ground here by 'sneaking around,' Nicholas," Jessi snapped.

"Look Jess, I jus…."

"For fuck sake, Nick, don't pull that shit. We're equally fucked in this situation. There is no logic or reasoning it out," she scolded.

"I think you and I need to be clear on what we have. I love you. You obviously love me. This would all destroy my sister, and no matter what price I pay in the next life, telling her would kill her," Jessi explained with no sign of doubting herself.

"I understand all that, ...
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