Mid-Life Awakening
Date: 1/15/2024,
Categories:
Gay Male,
Author: bysteveballs1978
Life is a strange and funny thing. I spent the first 18 years of my life being a kid, then decided to grow up. I met my wife in college and suddenly I found myself married before I was even twenty. It was a mistake but it took me several years to figure that out. In the meantime, I made it through college, grad school and even professional school. I went to a night law school program and eventually became an attorney. During that time, my wife, Angie, and I grew apart. I'm Lee, by the way.
Anyway, Angie and I were always so busy, we simply never had time for one another. After I got my law degree, we were too old for kids and we had nothing in common, at all. We decided to separate after my thirty-sixth birthday. She would be turning thirty-six soon as well and she didn't want her forties as miserable as she was in her thirties. I got it. I understood completely.
All of my life I had struggled with feelings that maybe I wasn't as straight as I wanted others to think. I had always pushed any feelings I had down deep so they wouldn't come out, but as the marriage fell apart, I became more and more curious about my own sexuality. During our separation, Angela dated freely and I was often alone. I practiced law in a relatively small town and I didn't want to jeopardize my business.
One weekend, I had to travel across the river into Memphis (I live in Arkansas) to meet a client who had business interests in both states. I was curious and checked out the reviews on a ...
... couple of adult bookstores. To this point, I had only experimented with guys on a couple of occasions and those were younger college aged boys over in Little Rock. It wasn't anything spectacular but it allowed me to get a little taste for gay guys.
Anyway, there was an adult bookstore near the airport and as I was in that area anyway, I stopped in. It was mid-afternoon on a Friday and the place was hopping. The store area was full of guys milling around and the crowded parking lot told me there were others in the place I couldn't see. I browsed around the store area and finally decided to check out the arcade area.
I got my card with fifteen dollars credit on it and headed into the darkened hallway that formed a maze in the back of the building. I had to let my eyes adjust. Sure, I knew what the place was but I was still very curious. I milled about for a while, slow to commit to a booth. There were old guys, young guys, trolls, queens, jocks, black and white, Hispanic guys, you name it.
Finally, at the very back of the building in the darkest recesses of the building, I saw the door to the last booth, one of those buddy booths, open. I peeked in and saw a muscular, handsome black guy standing there stroking his cock while he watched a black guy ass fucking a younger white guy on the small screen in front of him. He looked up at me, but said nothing and made no motion, but simply kept stroking his thick veiny cock.
I quietly walked in and sat in the chair behind him. ...