What Turned Me On Pt. 08 - Sex Stories

What Turned Me On Pt. 08

... ready for that."

I froze. I didn't know what to say. Here we were just seconds ago, face to face, chest to chest, kissing deeply my hand rubbing up and down over her pussy, getting excited and she stopped us.

I looked deeply into Mary's eyes, she seemed panicked and out of sorts.

"Jill, can we talk about this for a minute? She asked. Pulling back and away from me, taking a deep breath.

"Yeah, of course, we can," I replied.

Mary hesitated finding her word, but finally spoke out; "Jill, I have never done this type of stuff with a woman before. I like you. And I am curious, but this scares me. I don't know if I am a lesbian."

"I feel the same way," I spoke out.

"Have you been with a woman before?" She asked me.

"I went out on a couple of dates with a woman a while ago, but I have never exclusively dated or had sex with a woman before," I replied.

"I have never done anything like this before either," She spoke. "But for some reason, I feel real comfortable with you. And I like what we are doing, it just is mind-blowing to me."

"I know sweetheart," I replied. "I never thought I would be with a woman, but since my divorce, it's all I can think about."

There was a long pause in our conversations and Mary had dipped her head down onto my collarbone. I didn't know what to say, or what to do. I had never been in a position like this. Nor had she. Mary lifted her head slowly and said; "Jill, have you thought about me? I mean us that way?" She ...

... asked.

"Yes, I have actually," I replied

Mary, sighed and dipped her head again, whispering out the words, "God, I guess I ruined the moment then, didn't I?"

"No sweetie," I spoke. "I think this was perfect."

"Mary, I don't know if I am changing inside, or if it's the chance for me to experience something new, but I am interested in this," I spoke out. "I don't want you in an uncomfortable position, but I am into you and I would feel very interested if this went further."

Mary lifted her head, smiled at me, and reiterated that she loved being around me, but the sex part of this scared her.

Mary and I hugged and embraced deeply. I understood her fears, I had some of my own. I was so relieved she had admitted her interests and concerns to me. Saying things that maybe she was afraid of saying before. I felt closer to her after our small chat, and as we lay there in silence, just holding one another, feeling the warmth of our bodies in the darkness of my front room. I was enjoying being there alone with her like this. Wrapped up as lovers do. With a host of feelings and emotions running through us. In some cases, warm, safe, and loving. Others were being hot and horny. While some were in sheer panic, fear of the unknown, or concern about dating the same sex. I know my mind was spinning, contemplating where this could go. I'm sure hers was too. Mary lifted her head, looked deep into my eyes, and whispered to me, "Jill, I want this, it's just going to take me some ...