Diary of a Cougar, Chapter 4 - Sex Stories

Diary of a Cougar, Chapter 4

... saw your young date. Does she know you're already fifty?"

"She does. And she's fine with it."

"Then good for you."

"Is it serious?"

"Of course not. He is my lover. I am allowed to fuck whomever I want."

"I didn't say otherwise. I was just—I thought you would—"

"Would what? No, sir. I am living my life. I have nothing to prove to anyone."

"No. I was hoping that we would revisit—"

"No. we can't. We promised Nigel that we would not. Plus, you know how your family is. And his evil ex-wife has already poisoned everyone against me. It would just add fuel to the fire."

He sighed, "We had something special."

I was silent. It was true. Theo was the only other man that came close to loving me as Nigel did. Let him tell it; he'd say he loved me more. That he loved me better.

"Zuri?"

"It was special."

"Now we're both single."

"I'm. I don't. I can't. I told you that."

He sucked his teeth. He huffed, "Simon called me. He said he and Ashlyn were coming down ...

... in June. He wants us to meet up."

"Yes."

Simon adored Theo. Theo was always good to Simon. He supported him and was there for him all of his life. Even when Nigel wanted him to stay away, Theo refused, and for reasons you probably can gather. It was a messy situation. One that Nigel drove me to, or I don't know...perhaps it was meant to happen. But I'll get to that later.

"I think we should tell him," Theo suggested.

"That's not a good idea. No family drama when Ashlyn brings her boyfriend to meet us. That would be so cliché."

"Then when?"

"It has to be in person. It has to be the three of us. We can fly to North Carolina in July and tell him."

"It's a date."

"It's not a date. It's an appointment."

"Fine. I will keep in touch." I could still hear his breath on the phone. Then he said, "I never stopped loving you, Zuri."

My eyes watered, "Theo—"

"It's okay. I know. I get it. Enjoy the rest of your day."

"Damn you, Theo," I grunted as I continued home.