Jason Hunts Me Down Pt. 01
Date: 1/1/2024,
Categories:
Gay Male,
Author: bySlutAlexR
38 and single. If you've been on the dating scene at this age, you know how hard it can be to find that special person.
To be honest, dating apps aren't really my thing. I've tried them all. Although I did end up going on a few dates, I found the whole process quite superficial.
I consider myself a good looking guy. I'm fit, 6'1, dark black hair, brown eyes. I run every morning, and I'm at the gym every second day. I do have certain preferences when it comes to women, but for me, honestly, it has more to do with find that right connection.
My longest relationship ended last year. Jenny and I were together for 7 years. We had ups and downs, like every couple out there. We talked about getting married. We even talked about having kids. But after 4 or 5 years together, the spark started fading away. I was still attracted to her - and I like to think that she still found me good looking - but it just wasn't the same anymore. And, like many guys and girls out there, I found myself watching more porn everyday.
It's funny how online porn can lead you to better understand what you like, what you fantasize about, what you'd like to try. I'll give you an example. I stumbled on a few MMF videos, and I was surprised to be so aroused at seeing the two guys together. I had always consider myself as a straight man. Although I had a few gay buddies and colleagues, I didn't really picture myself with another man. But I slowly found myself quite absorbed by gay porn.
Over the ...
... months and years that followed, I was basically watching gay or bi porn everyday. I would wait for a few minutes alone to catch a video and jerk off to it. I'd sometimes lock myself in the bathroom, and stroke my cock while watching a guy get pounded by two or three well-hung men. There was something so powerful about it... I was sometimes hypnotized with the concept of kneeling in front of a dominant guy, or bent over and fucked hard by a strong top. It was all a big fantasy at that point, and I was not considering leaving Jenny to be with a man.
When she told me that it was over, I was sad. I was relieved but sad. Jenny is an amazing woman, and she was my best friend. Deep down, I think she knew what I truly was, and she wanted me to go out and live out those fantasies.
We both went our separate ways, and I moved in my own condo in Montréal, close The Village, one of the largest LGBTQ+ districts in Canada.
I had a very busy life. I trained early in the morning (usually at around 5:30), would go in to work at around 7:45, and went home at 5:30PM. I'd make a nice supper, have some wine, sometimes go out for a walk, and then go to bed early.
My dating life wasn't too busy, but I did meet a few women. I had a good time on most of those dates, but the only one that made me think there was some kind of potential was my night out with Julie.
Julie was also a marketing professional. She was witty, funny, and athletic. She was looking for a long term relationship. I ...