Part 10 - Clarice’s first day away - Sex Stories

Part 10 - Clarice’s first day away

Clarice’s aftermath... again

I started another week of school and had other classes. It was starting to get to a point where l was looking at guys as sexual objects.

Let me explain...

When l see a man, my brain goes ´oh, l wonder how sleeping with this guy would be? ´ Then l imagine things and l imagine him. I imagine him with me. And so forth. I start to look at my teachers in a sexual way. What if l need to pass a class and l just show up and l give my body away so l can get a good grade? And what about after school activities? Not that l have some, but who knows. What if the school janitor dreams about having one of us girls, and l sacrifice myself for the rest of us.

What if, what if, what if...

I keep rethinking back to my three guys. I mean Jack gave me a hell of a good start. Then l manage to be with Bob partially, but l hope to be with him completely. And then there was the Quark thing. Not too sure about the first time, but second time was better.

Now l am hoping to get more guys. Find a way to do it more often. I am craving sex! I want it all the time! I hope to get other married men. The fact that they cheat with me is such a HUGE turn on. I would also like to have two guys at the same time. That one is a little more far stretch though.

I told Sara what happened. « I told you he was weird... » was her response.

Yes he was weird. And he did took advantage. But l did not want this event to be a thorn in my emotional side. So l turned it into ...

... my own event afterwards. My control. And in my head, that sort of cancelled itself.

But Sara was surprised by everything he did to me over the years. That freaked her out. She says l was a victim too and that is something else that we now have in common. And in a way, she is right. But me enjoying the attention and feeling when l was younger, does that make me truly a victim? Did Quark took advantage of me, or did l let him do so? I know that l did not ask for it, but l never pushed him away. This is very confusing.

Sara told me about her weekend with her dad’s friend. They went to a cabin somewhere and they spent all weekend eating, talking, and fucking. The sex became better as the time went by. She is opening up about sex. She is less tense and can relax her body more so she can feel the pleasure of it. The guy knows about her past and has been super respectful about her fears and feelings. She loved that. She can trust him more and is hoping he will not hurt her. She is starting to have feeling towards him... and that scares me.

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It was a Thursday evening when all the guys were upstairs. I went up to get something to drink. I said hi to everyone. They were all chatty. It hit me that l had some sort of sexual adventure with all three of them and they probably don’t know about it towards each other. I hope they don’t know about it... what if they talked to each other?

I went back downstairs and sat on my couch when one of the guys was coming downstairs to ...