1. Sex & Violence with Leanne


    Date: 12/5/2023, Categories: Diary, Author: Steweird 

    ... ass as it disappeared around the corner, wishing she would come back and hold me close.

I heard her growl in frustration as she angrily tried to fix her hair, grumbling out the door at me about how I had just given her the “freshly-fucked look”.

I caught a glimpse of her reflection leaning forward to examine her graceful neck in the mirror. She muttered theatrically “He better not have left a hickey!”

She said it just loud enough so I could hear her. With that one sentence, and the tone she used, she completed her emasculation of me. That was her revenge on me for taking advantage of her, I could tell she enjoyed it.

When Garry Came Back

Two days later Garry came back to town and it hurt to see his car parked outside Leanne’s townhouse for a day and a half without moving, all the houselights staying off while he humped her and I jealously imagined Leanne’s muscles squeezing Garry’s cock like they had squeezed mine.

Perversely, part of me found the thought of Leanne getting it on with another man to be a real turn-on.

Garry moved in permanently the next weekend. The phone stayed in Leanne’s name since the phone company wouldn’t let Garry have an account until he paid off his outstanding long distance bills from 6 years ago.

Leanne still let me fuck her once in a while, when Garry pissed her off for drinking too much. She would show up at my door late at night, after Garry had passed out. After talking for an hour or so we would go to bed. Even though I ...
    ... held her gently and talked her relationship troubles over with her it was plain I was still second choice for a screw.

I moved inside her, trying to make love to her, hoping she would come to her senses and see I was the one for her but she showed me no affection as I filled her box with cum. She just wanted to get her revenge on Garry in the only way she thought a girl could; by taking another man’s baby-glue inside her. I was just a convenient sperm bank, literally her “second banana”.

She was welcome to stay all night, but Leanne would hurry home to Garry before dawn.

EPILOGUE

This madness went on for a 7 or 8 more weeks. I would stay awake long into the small hours of the morning, hoping that that was the night Leanne would come out of the dark night knocking on my door, willing to have sex with me instead of Garry.

My work performance got progressively worse. My boss fired me and I gratefully packed everything I owned in my Dodge Dakota and gladly headed back to Vancouver. There I hung out on the Spanish Banks eyeing the semi-nude girls for a month then headed to Europe, hoping that that would somehow get my head back together.

Leanne had really messed me up for a time and only now, in writing my thoughts down, do I realize she haunted me for more months than I realized back then. Over the next few years painful memories and disillusionment with love would hold me back from committing to my next girlfriend, Kit, who deserved better than that.

I sent ...
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