1. Fading...


    Date: 11/10/2023, Categories: Transgender & Crossdressers, Author: byMierinEronaile

    ... worse, and schools should have closed but whatever. With so few kids in class, the teachers just let us use the time for studying, so the day passed very slowly. I made it home, and the roads were terrible, the city snowplows had been working 24x7 but there were still plenty of roads that needed attention and the snow was still falling.
    
    My Mom told me that I should call off work because of the weather, but I refused, tonight I'd ask Lisa out. I psyched myself up, rehearsed what I'd say countless times, and I decided that even if she accepted, I'd move slowly enough that she'd see I wasn't just after sex. I imagined she was more experienced, she'd said she was engaged and I couldn't imagine women saving themselves for their marriage night to give it up anymore.
    
    I felt both foolish, and cautious standing in front of our bathroom mirror, practicing my lines silently, making sure that I didn't seem desperate or needy or worse, lacking confidence. I really felt like Lisa would say yes, of all the women I had asked in the past, I felt like Lisa actually seemed really interested in me.
    
    The drive to work was eerie, not many vehicles on the road. I knew the highway had been cleared because of the traffic, I reasoned it would be safer, and I could go slow if I needed to. As I drove along, I kept focused on the road and forced myself to worry about Lisa when I saw her at lunch. It felt like this was going to be a really good night, I could feel it, things were going to change ...
    ... for me.
    
    My car began a very slow drift, and then the back of the car slid around, causing me to begin a kind of slow-motion spin. I knew enough to not hit the brakes, but anything I did with the steering wheel seemed useless, the car finally settled sideways on the highway and I let my grip on the steering wheel relax as I was certain the spin had completed and I needed to take stock, and get my car moving and back on my way. There was a loud horn blaring, and I looked to see a truck's headlights bearing down on me. There wasn't enough time, or space for him to stop, and I knew he was going to run into me. I froze, panicked and then there was darkness.
    
    ~
    
    If my life flashed before my eyes, I don't recall it, if there was a light at the end of a tunnel, I missed that too. If there was a gentle old man that welcomed me into the eternal hereafter, I got lost on the way. There was only black, and silence.
    
    I didn't remember waking up, but I knew something was wrong immediately. My body wasn't responding to my brain's instructions, but I was able to roll onto my side and vomit uncontrollably. My eyes wouldn't focus right away, and when they did, things were still wrong, I couldn't maintain a steady look at anything, everything seemed to be tilting to the side. My stomach lurched and I puked once again, I realized I was in bed, and both the bed and the floor had plenty of whatever had been in my stomach, some of it had dried. How long had I been puking for? Why wouldn't my ...
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