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Fading...
Date: 11/10/2023, Categories: Transgender & Crossdressers, Author: byMierinEronaile
... leave us alone, we're in mourning." She said with a cracking voice. "We went on a picnic when I was eight, at Halloran Park. I got stung by a bee and started hallucinating, I kept telling you that I could see balloons everywhere, and you played along, and told me you could see them too as Dad drove us to the hospital. The Doctor that saw me, explained that I was allergic to bee stings, and that they'd give me a shot, and fix me right up, but that I'd need to return, and they'd test to see how serious the allergy was. I refused to leave the house until we got the test done a week later, when the Doctor said that I should avoid bees, but that I'd be okay if I got stung again, just that I might see those balloons all over again." I stopped and watched as my Mother switched between disbelief, and hope. "Ask me any question, things only the three of us would know, it's really me Mom, it's Carl." She grabbed my hand and pulled my inside as my Dad was on his way to the front door, and looked from my Mother, to me with a 'who is this?' look through his reddened eyes. "Hank, please tell me I'm not dreaming, please, please sit down." She said, and waved her arm for me to sit in the living room. The talk started like this: "I'm doing this now, because I don't know if I can do it again. I've had blackouts, and they keep getting longer. I know I died today, it really is me, I just seem to be somehow inside this woman, her name is Steph." They both sat, silent and ...
... having no idea what to say. "I remember going to work, you told me not to and that the weather was too bad. I took the highway, and ended up spinning my car, I was fine, but then a truck came, and couldn't stop. After that, I woke up inside of this woman. I thought it was a dream, but it was a dream that I could control for a while. I accidentally found out it wasn't a dream when I heard the news describe the accident and mention my name. I went to the hospital, I told them I was Carl's sister, I tried to go back today, but the nurse said that you'd told them Carl didn't have a sister and she made me leave. I wanted to leave a note for you, I was still alive when I tried to visit. I wanted to leave this note." I stood, and handed my Mother the sealed envelope. "This is impossible." My Dad said. "Agreed, and yet, you can ask me anything Dad, if Carl was there, I can answer." I looked back at Mom "The note just explains that whatever is left of Carl, is inside this woman, and that I love you both, very very much, that you shouldn't be sad, you both know, I would have been miserable forever if I would have survived, I saw my leg was gone, and that cast, I could tell there were some really bad things wrong with me. So, you can read the letter, or we can just talk." I told them about the blackouts, and that I didn't know what would happen after the next one, but that I was okay if this was where everything ended. The three of us cried more tears than a rainstorm and it was ...