1. Shelter from the Storm Pt. 02


    Date: 10/29/2023, Categories: Gay Male, Author: byRaven_Feather 

    ... hide. Never safe. Never at peace.

But was I really ready to stayhere?

Because staying here meant giving up my ...

Freedom, my brain supplied automatically. It meant giving up my freedom. If I stayed here I was a slave. If I stayed here, I would become a possession. A plaything. A toy to be owned and used by a group of men I mostly had not even met yet. Did I really want that? Could I really be okay with that?

But there was something else too. It niggled at my mind, insisting that I recognise it.

I wouldn't just be giving up my freedom. I would be giving up a belief -- an unquestioned belief, always assumed, held since childhood -- about who I was. A belief about what kind of man I was.

Staying here would mean being ...

Gay. I let myself say the word in my head, acknowledging it for the first time. Staying here would mean being gay.

Never wanting a woman again. Only ever wanting cock.

Cock in my mouth. Cock in my ass.

Big, hard, powerful, pumping cocks. Cocks for me to get on my knees and worship. Cock plunging into my ass, a big strong man pounding me, fucking me, using me ...

I shook myself. I actually slapped myself on the cheek.Focus, I thought to myself irritably.You have a decision to make. Stop daydreaming.

And then as I glanced around, checking I was still alone, I saw that somebody was approaching along the top of the battlements. A tall, broad, imposing figure of a man, with long, curly black hair, and those familiar dark, olive-skinned features, and those piercing dark eyes.

Kirios was walking towards me.

To be continued ...
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