Sex Contract with Ted Pt. 03 - Sex Stories

Sex Contract with Ted Pt. 03

... but also knowing that it is unlikely."

I replied "Too true. Can we go back another time?"

Ted's text read "I will consider your request. But I make no promises."

MY HUSBAND'S REACTION

He took a long time to get over the initial anger. He often shouted at me. He cancelled our dirty weekend. He watched "cuckold" porn obsessively. He was distant and horrid to live with. He made me promise not to contact Ted, which I agreed to.

Once he had cooled down he suggested we attended therapy sessions.

THERAPY

During therapy I found out that I had been a surrogate mother to Chris. Therefore Chris had liked me being in control for example by allowing him to watch porn. He had been watching it, and wanking to it, in secret.

Thinking of another person's cock was normal.

Chris and I both agreed that my affair had improved my marriage.

I didn't feel guilt about having the affair, but Chris needed me to feel shame and remorse.

Chris couldn't believe that me being a submissive to Ted made me feel powerful.

In a strange way I wanted Chris to KNOW what was happening. That was why I stored all the evidence under the bed.

I didn't want to lose Chris.

I didn't want to lose Ted either.

I wanted ...

... Ted and Chris to meet.

Chris could really look and listen at me, using special exercises.

Both relationships had been about pretending (since I hid emotional "affective" things from Ted)

I revelled in Chris's newfound passion

Ted was more than sex, he had excited my desire for sensuality

I wanted mutuality (being wanted).

Ted was an Alpha while Chris was a Beta.

Ted was an Alpha and I am a Beta.

THE RESULT OF THERAPY

Chris agreed to meet Ted alone without me. It ended badly with Chris telling Ted "Fuck off and die."

Then he gave me an ultimatum. Write out a new Sex Consent contract for what he would want us to do. I said "Everything on Ted's contract plus missionary sex."

I got to go back to that woodland between Studland and Middle Beach with my husband and a torch. It was better than with Ted. This was because not only did I get naked and get tied up and urinated. But then Chris also got naked and I tied him up and watched him pee.

It seems that 2 Betas can get along. You just have to trade which partner is to be a Beta plus. It helps having a Sex Consent contract, for the Beta plus is "pushing at an open door", knowing the Beta is willing to be submissive for that sexual action.