Not What You Think - Sex Stories

Not What You Think

... the living room and

let me look at you."

I didn't say a word. I stood in front of the sofa and watched her sit down.

"Give me you hand."

She kissed my fingers one at a time. "You know how much I love you?"

I could see tears in her eyes.

"Please Raven. Please don't tell me that."

She held onto my hand. "I know you're not a lesbian. I know you don't love

me. And that tears my guts out. Tell me to leave. I'll leave now. I won't

ever come here again."

She was such a strong girl. I didn't think I would ever see her cry. I felt

so submissive at that moment.

I unfastened my robe and let it drop to the floor. I stood up

straight with my chest out. "I think I'm ready. If you love me. Show me."

I lost track of how many orgasms I had that night. Raven was like a

spider. Her arms and legs were all over me. Her lips and tongue was

everywhere. I was begging her to give me a rest. My legs were so weak,

Raven had to help me into the bathroom.

"Raven. You need to go before Amanda comes home."

I stepped into the shower. "I don't want her to ever know about

this."

Raven stood in the doorway, smiling at me. "She already knows."

I froze in my steps. "What? How?"

"Because I sent them all to the movies. So I could be alone with you."

I suddenly felt a burst of anger. "And I thought you were sincere? And all

the tears? You did all this just so you could get me in bed?"

Raven held up her hand. "No. No that is not ...

... true.."

I threw the towel at her. "Get OUT!"

"Kathryn. Listen"

"I said GET OUT!"

After she left; I sat on the floor of the shower. I cried and watched my

tears go down the drain with the water. I felt so stupid and ashamed. Like

a fool.

I was curled up in bed when Amanda came home. She knocked on my

door. "Mom? Mom are you asleep? Mom?"

"Come in. I'm not asleep."

Amanda sat on the side of the bed. "Raven came to the theater crying her

eyes out. What did you do?"

I quickly raised up. "WHAT DID I DO?"

I reached over and grabbed her by the arms. "You're just lucky I

don't spank your little ass!"

Amanda pulled back away from me. "What did I miss here?"

"You missed a good laugh! It was all about humiliating your mom! A great

big joke."

"I told Raven you were too sensitive. That you over react to everything."

"OH! Really? You did?"

Amanda jumped off the bed. "Yes! You get like this and you won't

listen to anybody any anything. You just shut everything out! Even me!"

I took a deep breath. "Ok. Ok Amanda. Why do you tell me about it."

"The first day Raven met you. She told me you were the most beautiful woman

she ever seen. She said she loved you. She wanted to know everything about

you. I told her you were straight; You were married once; You were hurt

deeply by what dad did; You just work and take care of me. You don't do

anything for yourself."

I propped myself with some pillows and listened to what she ...