Summer of revelation II - Sex Stories

Summer of revelation II

... I liked myself enjoying … I mean that it felt so great to me. Oh fuck, what I'm trying to ask you is – AM I GAY?” George was dead serious, and it looked like he’s on a brink of tears. His black eyes were deeply confused as he looked at me and Ben. To my surprise, Ben was first to react – “Look here George. If it felt good it couldn't be wrong, right? It is between us and will always stay just between three of us, so … and I'm sure that many other boys our age do that kind of stuff.” “Exactly” I added. “As goofy as Ben is, this time I believe he’s absolutely right. As long as we have a choice to take part or not, no harm done. And you’ll always be our best buddy.” George looked at me and actual tear rolled down his right cheek. Ben saw it and stood in front of George, stopping him and making all three of us standing on a trail, close to each other in that moment of deep connection. “Georgie, don’t … hell, I just told you I might be gay and you took it like a champ. No yelling, no cursing, nothing I feared might happen … you were just concerned who will spot some good pair of tits for you …” Ben was serious yet both George and I started to laugh. “Georgie, you’ll always have our friendship, no matter what!” “Thank you guys, that really means a lot to me … but, can we stop talking about today … I have a headache, and still don’t know what to think of this day …” George said … “maybe my head will be clearer tomorrow … I just need to sleep. I’d like to think about it by myself.” ...

... “OK George” Ben said. “Just talk to us. Tomorrow, day after … doesn’t matter, just promise you’ll talk to us.” “Yeah … When I know what to say, you two will be the first to know” and with that said, George quickened his pace leaving me and Ben more and more behind. “John, what is happening … why is he like that?” I suddenly realized how deeply Ben was upset with what George said and did. “I just think he’s confused and he needs some time to sort his head out. And, to be honest, I think you and I need some quiet time too.” I spoke from my heart, not giving much thought about it. “This thing that we did, though … entire day today … to me, it was dream come true. But, now I can see it’s not that simple and it’s not just about what I wanted. George and you have minds of your own and need to sort out what today means to each of you. That much I can tell you now …” Ben listened to me with the most serious look on his face I've ever seen. My little speech made Ben and me walking in silence for about ten more minutes. I was preoccupied with my own thoughts when he started talking again, with just ten more minutes before we reach first house of our village. “Look here John. You know me … well almost as long as I know me. And I couldn't say to any living being what I've just said to you and George. So, you got the picture – there’s nobody that I trust more than you two guys. But John, I am really and entirely sure about what I’ll to tell you now – I LIKE WHAT WE DID TODAY” “Keep your ...