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Faceless
Date: 10/26/2015, Categories: Voyeur, Author: SweetestSins
... sat on a lounge chair, breathing really hard and fast. His knee kept bouncing up and down, and he couldn’t find a sense of calmness. “Sweetheart, look at me.” I crouched and held his face. “You’re all right. Nothing dangerous is happening to you, and nothing will harm you. I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.” There were tears in his eyes, as he struggled to measure his breaths. “You… you w-were g-g-going… t-to leave.” “No.” I felt so sad for him. The man who presented himself so confidently to the world was crumbling right before my eyes. He was in pieces. We both had abandonment issues. “Jay, I love you. I’m not leaving.” I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him close, comforting him until the panic subsided. I'd pushed him too far. He wasn't ready to let me love the darkest part of him; the man who remained faceless