Caden&Nicolas - Part 2 - Conquering Fear - Sex Stories

Caden&Nicolas - Part 2 - Conquering Fear

... again. Nyx appears by my side, his arms crossed over his chest and he shivers. “How are you, handsome,” he says with a smile, starts to fall down on my lap but decides to fall in my mother’s seat instead. “Okay,” I say quietly and look over at him. He’s incredibly beautiful in the way he innocently looks at me, and for a moment I want to throw myself at him, wrap my tongue with his and tear his clothes from his body, but I hold my ground instead. “Just…okay.” “What’s wrong,” he says, obviously panicked. “Too soon?” I close my eyes, feel the tears swell, and nod my head. “I think so.” “Oh,” is all he says and he lays back in the chair. “I was hoping you wouldn’t have said that.” “You have to understand,” I start, but he cuts me off. His voice shakes when he speaks, like he’s ready to cry, like he’s humiliated. “I shoulder have asked,” he says. “I shouldn’t have tried to push you there. I should have let us take our time.” “I wanted it.” “But did your heart?” he cries quietly and suddenly his knee is touching mine and his hand in on my thigh. “You’re doubting,” he declares. “It’s all my fault.” “Nyx, I—” “I understand,” he says. “I was there too. I’ve been here.” “But you’ve known your entire life,” I try but he cuts me off again. I’m starting to grow irritated, but when he speaks his voice melts my heart and I can’t find it in me to be harsh. “So have you, Caden. You said so yourself.” “I’m not gay,” I say. But he replies with, “Then you’re bisexual.” “But what if I’m not?” ...

... “You are,” he says and stands to his feet. “No straight person would be willing to do what we did last night, Caden Ray! Whatever you’ve got on your mind cannot change what we have done.” “But what if it was a mistake?” I say. Then I hear myself saying, The making of a mistake I am not. Nyx is at his knees in front of me, pulling my hands to his chest, kissing them lightly with soft lips. He pouts, and I have to admit how incredibly adorable he looks in this moment, but I want to clear my head, regain my thoughts, make sure the churning in my stomach is butterflies and not guilt and regret. “I just need some time,” I say to him and he closes his eyes, sheds a couple of tears. Then he’s to his feet as my mother comes back out onto the patio. “Carson wants to go to the restaurant this morning. Apparently Dad promised to teach him to cook for us. Good morning, babe,” she says to Nyx. And Nyx replies by asking, “Can you drop me off at home on the way there?” “Sure thing,” she says, then stops. “Everything okay?” “Perfect,” I say to her and follow Nicolas into the house. Minutes later we’re in my bedroom, silence hanging over us in a heavy veil. I rip my sweats from my body rendering me completely naked. Nyx stops, stares, turns away from me and stalks into the bathroom. “You can’t do that to me,” he hollers and shuts the door tightly behind him. I didn’t think anything of it. Nicolas and I have changed together before, I mean we’ve always been that close. It wasn’t anything to see ...