BtVS - Dawn's Christmasing - Sex Stories

BtVS - Dawn's Christmasing

... and feeling things during times of weakness. I missed close companionship and I really could have used it. I should never have sent Angel back to LA and then there was Spike. My head was just going all over the place. As long as The First was still around, nothing felt right in my life. I just couldn't imagine how Xander was able to res*st such pressure, living under the same roof as all of us girls. It had to kill him." "I'm sure it did." Willow said, having never really thought of Buffy being into girls before or questioning her sexuality. "Only for a while," Kennedy added, shocking both Willow and Buffy. "A few of the girls did feel sorry for him and approached him, but I don't know if anything ever happened between them. No one ever talked about it, but there was a lot of whispering going on when he was around. So it's possible he didn't have it as bad as you think he did, but I don't have any proof to back it up." "Xander has been a friend for a long, long time and I would like to think that I've gotten to know him pretty well. Trust me, he didn't. He isn't that kind of person. He wouldn't have done anything to disrupt the girls' mind set or training," Buffy stated confidently. "Buffy is right, Xander wouldn't have. It just isn't his style, though there was that one time, out of the blue... he went back to Faith's apartment and let her take his virginity. He did tell me about that. We kind of had a pack that when we both lost ourselves that we would tell the other. ...

... It was a silly pact from years past, but we both held to the promise." "Wow. Okay. Yeah, I never knew anything about that. Actually... I'm kind of glad I didn't know about that back then. Damn." "What's wrong, Buffy, sorry you didn't give him the time of day all those times he tried to get you to date him?" "I... I just never would have guessed he was still a virgin then. It wasn't like he wasn't good looking or anything. I guess I didn't pay him enough attention as I probably should have. There were a few times that I had thought that there could have been something between the two of us, but then he did something or something happened to wipe the thought from my head. After all, he was the one to save my life the first time, when I was sure I was a goner." "You mean when you went against the Master?" "Yeah, if it wasn't for him knowing CPR and his passion I would have remained dead. I had died and he brought me back to life and what did I do... nothing? I think I would have gave him a kiss on the cheek or something, but that was it. Wow, was I ever stuck up and only thinking of myself.” "Nothing new here then," Willow quickly teased, earning a look from buffy. "I never realized through all my struggles and heartbreaks that I had the perfect guy at my side the whole time. Through everything, he was there for comfort and support and willed me to become the strongest Slayer I possibly could. I was fucking blind." "Will, you never told me Xander did all this? So of all the ...