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Bela

... false. ”I mean, Yes. I wanted it, but I didn’t really understand that until we kissed.” ”I was so afraid you would not want me” she said. I frowned and shook my head. Something about her manner began to disturb me. This was an infatuation that went beyond my understanding. ”What do you mean?” I asked. For a long moment she held my eyes with hers. Then she took my hand and placed it between her legs. 2._Epiphany I could scarely believe it. I stood in the darkness and stared out across Vidalen. Some where on the far side of the valley, a single car moved between trees. Its head lights flickered and flared sporadically and my mind seemed to be doing the same thing. My breath came fast and my heart thumped in my chest. What ever I had imagined, what ever I had dreamt, my understanding had fallen away beneath me like a trap door on a stage. How could I not have understood? My thoughts ran crazily back and forth from the feeling of pure happiness I had felt at the embrace of Bela’s lips, to the absolute shock feeling her small penis cupped in my hand. Her penis? How could I still think of her as a girl I wondered, but how could I not? The Bela I had come to know, was only ever a girl. I’d not had any idea that she was anything else. My mind raced back to all the times we’d been together with Irena. Surely, Irena had to know, and if so, then this had to have been a conspiracy. After a while I returned to the hut. Bela was no longer on the bed. She was sitting at the window with ...

... her phone on the table in front of her. I sat opposite her and stared at her face. A small part of my mind tried to see her as a man, but all I could see was her eyes. ”I’m sorry” I said. She smiled, but sadly. ”Its okay. I should have made sure you understood” she replied. I looked down at the table and tried to gather my thoughts into a coherent form of expression. What I meant, is, I’m sorry I didn’t understand. I thought you...” I stopped, unable to find the right words. ”Really, its okay” she replied and in the semi darkness she reached across the table and put her hand over mine. I knew she was lying. I could feel her disapointment just as easily as I had felt her earlier happiness. I tried to construct a sentence that would explain how I felt, but I couldn’t catch my feelings fast enough. My mind whirled and spun with emotional confusion. ”Does Irena know?” I whispered. She frowned and nodded. Did that really matter I asked myself. She stood and moved across the room. I stared at my hands whilst she placed more wood in the stove. Rather than sit down again, she began to make tea. I went to the bedroom since I was used to the cold and unfolding my sl**ping bag I lay on the bed and let go of my mind. Again and again, my thoughts returned to the feeling of uninhibited happiness I had felt in kissing her, of her body pressing against mine. I relived her mouth on my cock, again and again and I was unable to find the peace of mind necessary for sl**p. After an intermidable ...