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A Reality Check

... a hard ass bitch”, she said. “I know, it’s an act”, I replied. “I guess I’m not very convincing huh”, she said. “Your eyes give you away, they give everyone away one just has to pay attention”, I said. “I’ve been able to put off a lot of guys though”, she said. “Sure you have, back in the day but this isn’t exactly the same is it. You are trying hard to carry on like normal back when things were “normal”, I said. Old habits are hard to break, accepting a new and different world is tough. For months I thought I was all alone in this world until you two showed up. I suddenly felt a bit of normalcy after wards and like you said old habits are hard to break”, she explained in exaggerated breaths. She wasn’t telling me anything I didn’t already understand or had experienced. At this stage I wasn’t sure why she was explaining herself other than to assimilate a sense of normal, kind of like we were on a date after me wearing her down and had finally talked her into “going out with me”. She could also being trying to justify something to me and/or her but this long drawn out scenario was in my mind a thing of the past. We had all the time in the world now without the encumbrances of society, work and typical relationship bullshit but all the time on our hands in this situation still doesn’t mean the old games shouldn’t be played. All the time we think we have could be cut in a snap because it happened before so who’s to say it wouldn’t happen again. We could blink and find ...

... ourselves alone or with others or…….any other reality one could think of. “After I found myself alone and as time went on I wished for a man. I even thought I may have conjured you up I wished so hard. When I witnessed and misinterpreted the situation with you two back in New Orleans before I took off with Iris in the RV I thought my purpose may have been to save a girl that a man was holding captive. When that wasn’t the case I was pissed, well, I was jealous in a way. I just thought the purpose behind this whole new reality was that moment but when that didn’t pan out I still had thoughts of wanting a man…………..” she explained as her voice drifted off. She was walking looking down at the ground like this was the hardest thing for her to say and that she was so shy. I knew she likely was relatively shy and the whole bitch act was gross overcompensation. She has been at battle with certain desires inside her that she likely never felt comfortable letting surface. Even given our present situation she still strained to keep them suppressed. I was trying to be patient but was quickly running out. Just because I sort of “let lose” as it were, didn’t mean she could as easily. We all were intent on living together so why not get certain things into the open. I stopped walking and grabbed her arm, not in a forceful way but it caused her turn in my direction, “Charlotte if you’re afraid of judgment, exposing a weakness or whatever you can just forget all that now and just let yourself go”, I ...