A Reality Check - Sex Stories

A Reality Check

... such a young girl and, willingly of course, have sex with a sweet innocent goddess. The ramifications, repercussions, the depravity and sheer wrongness of it kept most men from doing anything about it so it remained in the depths of our mind. This isn't our former world now is it, for all intense purposes it's just us for all we know. What rules, laws and societal encumbrances apply now. The only thing that can keep a person in check is themselves, a sense of morality, duty and decorum. In extreme circumstances senses can get blinded and you can become jaded while justifying almost anything. It could be the law of the jungle where the animal instinct takes over or where we can turn into cavemen and just take what we need and want. I can see how this could happen but I felt it wasn't within me to be that way. I'm not a control freak nor do I want to dominate and/or be an animal rather I would like someone to be gentle with and affectionate to and fill mutual desires and needs. So here I am with Iris and if I wished for a female and she appeared then it's like putting yourself in pure frustrating sexual hell. The only analogy I could think of is having water you can't drink yet it is there with you in plain sight all the time and constantly reminding you that you can't have it. Like being in a boat surrounded by salt water and when driven to madness you drink it knowing full well you shouldn't. You know what the repercussions are but you don't care because you need to drink so ...

... you do then go mad. Perhaps this whole new world was created for me to realize my hidden desire and enable me to fulfill such a fantasy without societal and/or moral dilemmas or it is to test my resolve and simply disregard my sexual needs except to sate them through magazines, porn DVD’s, toys and/or wanking myself. Of course in doing this I knew I would be imagining having sex with such forbidden fruit while I pleasure myself however, under the circumstances, would it be wrong if a male and female had only each other and did succumb to needs....................... Once again I shook my head to throw out the thought and where I was going trying to justify a wrong I thought as I sat there with my eyes closed. "You alright", Iris asked. I opened my eyes to see her standing at the candy rack looking at me. "YEAH, yeah I'm fine", I said with resolve. Iris smiled and it was a smile of trust and the innocence of youth. Just another thing that would keep me from doing it yet was the same thing that made me want to do it. I was ripping myself apart and struggling with good and bad but which one would triumph. Chapter 5: (I'm not alone) The day was getting on and I wanted to get that motor coach fueled up, which would take some time doing it with a hand pump. I explained all my plans to Iris as it pertained to using the motor coach to live in going forward but that right now we needed to go back to my house and prepare. She wasn't too keen on that idea because it took her away from ...