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Dwarf Life Model
Date: 12/4/2016, Categories: First Time Voyeur, Author: Dwarfmodel1
For a long time i had always wanted to give life modelling a try. I guess i am not the usual shape for life modelling as i have dwarfism and I wanted to prove to myself that i could be confident about my body image. i am not in bad shape and always tend to get unwanted attention from the public when out and about. When asked by a few friends why i wanted to do it i couldn't really answer with out sounding a little odd. i guess it was just the thrill or the drive to do it for me. I really don't know where the fantasy/drive to try it came from, but i guess its from wanting to be accepted in my raw form with no preconceptions. i started to look at modelling and found a few adverts on a forum, after that i also placed an advert about modelling. i mentioned the dwarfism and the replys i got really put me off. Nothing but perverts wanting erection pics and meet ups. After asking on a reputable forum i was given contact details to try, i got in contact with a few good art clubs etc. Eventually got a reply to asking if i wanted to model. it was quite away from where i live on purpose but I accepted the offer and with it being a month away i had plenty of time to prepare/fantasies/get scared. To prepare i researched poses and stances that i could use. Disrobed in front of the mirror and held poses. Eventually the day came for me to model. i have never been so nervous in my life about anything and now i would be standing in front of strangers with nothing on and bare. i nearly ...
... pulled out 10 times over that day but said i would go through it. like with anyone trying it for the first time i was nervous. i got the train to the art studio and when it opened i met the artist. very nice and welcoming. i got shown where i could change and where i would be posing. There were a few artists already setting up and a few gave me a friendly glance as if i was an artist. I smiled back. I made my way to the changing area and into my gown and flip flops. I had rehearsed this loads of times and many times at home it was really happening and took a deep breath and made my way to the stage area. A quick run through with the tutor and it was nearly time. When i first arrived there were 2 artists, there were now 10 all ready. They realised i was the model for that night and nothing changed. they all looked on at me intently Part of me had expected a reaction of some sort, but nothing, i was impressed. The time had now come to take the robe off. I took my flip flops off and then removed the robe, feeling it slide off my shoulders and down my back, i placed it on a stool and stood on the stage. I was now completely naked in front of a group of strangers. I took a pose up and the timer began. At first i was thinking oh dear, don't get an erection, as that'll be the end, then i was thinking, they are just drawing. After the initial shock i was ok, i had done it, everyone in that room had seen every inch of me. I held the pose for 5min and kept thinking of the next pose and ...