Wanting to go farther... - Sex Stories

Wanting to go farther...

... strangely okay. Like I was revealing myself to a woman for the first time, saying "that's right, I'm not a competitive alpha, I am a cock pleaser." After she rang me up she smiled at me at bagged up my purple butt plug and said in a nice way "have a nice day." After that I practiced pushing the butt plug into my ass, and even made high pitched moans while I did it. It was grueling and painstaking work, but once again the inequality of preparation turned me on. Here I was, shaving and trimming, stealing panties, practicing posing, practicing moaning, and slowly but painfully loosening my extremely tight asshole. All he was doing was sitting on his ass, probably eating potato chips and watching tv. But that was okay, I felt, that is how it should be. So I texted him, and he responded by ordering me to "get my slutty ass over there." Dutifully I finished shaving, slid my pink panties on, and wedged the butt plug in my tight ass. The drive over I felt it, feminizing me constantly, the hard plastic wedged inside me. I got a lemonade to stimulate my saliva for the cock sucking I knew I would be doing (I learned this from a legendary BJ porn). Even buying the lemonade felt erotic, I felt that everyone knew what I was wearing, what was wedged in my ass, and what I was going to do. When he lazily answered the door in a sloppy t-shirt I felt my heart race in anticipation. He told me to get inside and smacked my ass hard. This time I dutifully made a girly sound. I wanted him to ...

... feel his power and it worked, he became more aggressive. "take off your clothes and get on your knees." I liked this too, the fact that he was clothed while I was naked and exposed, beside of course my tight pink panties. When he saw them he said "you really are a little fag aren't you?" Instead of being offended, I made a pathetic girly moan in acquiescence. This time he was even rougher and there was lots of choking. But I felt buoyed by my pink panties, like they were compelling me to be even sluttier. When he finally laid me on the bed I was ready. This time he laid me flat on my stomach, like a cum receptacle and I was scared. He pushed his hard cock at me pressing and pressing. I yelped in pain, "this was still painful!" I was thinking. Finally, the head popped inside and I felt a little pressure recede. It was still intense and a little painful but I could take it! Then he started pumping, sloppily slamming his whole body weight onto mine. It was painful but I f***ed myself to moan like I had practiced. Eventually the pain began to mix with pleasure and began to moan with enthusiasm. This propelled him even further and his fucking became unbelievably rough. I wanted him to feel as good as possible so I started to squeeze on his hard cock. The squeezing made it hurt a little more for me, but that was okay, that was what I was here for. That's why I wore the panties. He came almost immediately from my squeezing which made me feel proud. Then he said "we are done here." I ...