Wanting to go farther... - Sex Stories

Wanting to go farther...

So now I had taken the final step... I had been fucked and dominated by a old man and loved it for some reason, which I would later discover after self-reflection. He had only made one little comment about the hair on my butt, but that was enough and I started to shave my butt and thighs. Just this act was and is in itself was exciting and sensual, whenever I shave my butt and thighs my heart starts to beat faster and I start breathing heavier. I look at my handy work in the mirror. I stare at my round smooth bottom and thighs. I wonder, "I bet he would like this." The act of shaving my butt and thighs would become submissive in itself, and it still is. I like to refer to it as the inequality of preparation, which begins the process of further inequality down the line. That's the beauty of it, I would spend hours in the shower trimming and shaving, making the globes of my butt cheeks creamy and smooth. I knew that Jon would not, I knew he wouldn't even give it a thought. He would watch tv and eat food, and simply wait for his little slut to get ready for him. Why would he? He knew that he was the alpha in the situation. Looking at my butt and preparing in this new way started to change the I thought about myself and other men. I began to look at my body as a tool, or a sculpture to be molded for other men's pleasure. When I looked in the mirror I began to stand sensually. I began to pose like a true fairy. I would put my hands on my hips. Cock my hips to one side. Bending ...

... over slightly. Arching my back. I began to think, what would this ass look like in a pair of panties? I knew that this was even a further step towards giving up on being an alpha. Alpha males may have gay sex or bi-sex but alpha males definitely do NOT wear panties. Soon enough, I got a few chances. My good friend from the apartment below me was in the process of moving out and needed a place to store her stuff. Of course I was fine with this. However, one time, after getting horned up and doing my modeling routine in the mirror I began to wonder again. I began to wonder "what would I look like in a pair of her panties?" My butt is already better than a lot of women that I had been with, I bet that would look really hot. But then I began questioning, "She is my friend, its too weird..." "I shouldn't betray her trust like that." But my hear was racing, my pulse was fast, and my breath was ragged. I looked outside to see if my roommate's car was anywhere in site, it was not. I couldn't resist, I was fated to try on that pair. She had some very slutty panties, lacy and very small to match her petite body. Heart racing I grabbed a pink pair. Of course pink, for a man this is the color that alphas don't generally wear... I took them into the bathroom and felt intoxicated. I slid the tiny pair up my much larger legs and thighs. The fact that they were way too small made it even hotter. I pulled them up around my waist and tucked my junk in the front. It made my junk look tiny, which ...