Next Chapter 3 - Sex Stories

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... cracking into the back of my skull. It wasn’t heavy or anything, but in my weakened state it was like a brick dropping on me. I pulled my head out from under it and slumped against the wall as stars twinkled in front of my eyes. “Are you okay?” The girls had come in the bathroom, their expressions concerned with a slight seasoning of panic. Kayla made to move closer but Tara beat her to it, kneeling down in front of me and putting a hand on my leg. Kayla stepped back, flashing an irritated glance at the back of Tara’s head. Like Tara looping her hair behind her ear, it was a quick movement, not really noteworthy in itself, but to me it opened a door somewhere in my mind and I saw everything laid out. A threesome with Tara…if Kayla was irritated that Tara beat her to making sure I was okay, what the hell would happen if I had sex with her? I mean, yeah, she’d be there, but she’d be sharing. She said she was okay with it, but…Fuck, what if this led to more jealousy? More days without any form of contact? I mean…Tara was moving down here in a few months so it’s not like it just happens and then she goes halfway across the country until God knows when. She’ll be in the area. It’s gonna stay fresh. Jealousy…I don’t know if it was going to happen but…All I could see was this fucking up my relationship with Kayla. I loved Kayla. I loved Tara, too, but if I had to choose between them… And what was up with dropping this on me after what happened? God damn, I had actually been ...

... considering this… “I’m fine,” I said, my mouth feeling tacky. I gently moved Tara’s hand and stood up, one hand against the wall. Fucking legs were still shaky. I looked up and saw that they were both still waiting expectantly. Jeez, the puke wasn’t a turn-off for them? “So, umm…I’m sorry, but it’s a no,” I said. They were both genuinely shocked. I had been looking at Kayla more than Tara, wondering if I might see some relief from her, but all I got was a stunned expression that gave way to confusion. Not exactly what I was expecting. My eyes slid to Tara and, unfortunately, hers was exactly what I had been expecting: disappointment and a little bit of hurt. “Are you sure?” Kayla asked, still looking like she thought she misheard me. “Yeah,” I replied, wiping a bit of spit from my lower lip, “It’s just not…Like, right now is not the right time, you know? After everything that happened and…Tara, if I’m the first guy you make love to, that’s not exactly setting the pedigree high.” “Huh?” “I love you, Tara. You know I do. Maybe as more than a cousin, but you’re still my cousin. We shouldn't do this.” “Alan—” Kayla clamped her jaw shut with an audible clack but Tara didn’t notice. “I don’t care that you’re my cousin,” she said, looking close to tears, “I just want to make everything right, and…you’re the only guy I know who actually loves me and cares about me and won't make sex just a bang-and-dash thing.” “And there’s guys out there who won’t do that,” I replied, feeling bad but ...