I was a pornstar - Sex Stories

I was a pornstar

... The people hanging out at these partys were mostly fotographers,moviedirectors , rich (dirty) older men and models like us In the beginning i liked that lifestyle but after a while the touches ,the groping of my ass and breasts became enoying and intolerable untill one of my "friends" gave me a little pill to take off the edges she said and i have to admit it helped ,i soon found out where i could get hold of those pills without a prescription and my world was ok again After a short while i realised that one pill in the morning would help me trough the day but i needed one more in the evening to keep my balance.It didn't take me very long to realise that my stash of pills lasted lesser and lesser and so i started experimenting,i found out that with a little alcohol,vodka for instance my pills would last longer and they kept me in a very enjoyable bliss All of this ,pills on the black market ,partying,having to look good all the time costed handfulls of money and it didn't last long before money became a problem,a big problem And so it happend that one day i went to see my agent and asked for more work and he gave me a speech about economis and that modelling wasn't what payed the bills and that the buseness was going down but that there were alternatives,one of those was shooting movies,oh not the gory kind with blacks or monstercocks but with pretty young girls like i was and he gave me the adress of a studio where they were holding castings and being pretty much desperate i ...

... went there The guy who did the casting asked me a lot of intimate questions,ordered me to take off my clothes and authorised himself to pinch my nipples ,hard,squeezing my breasts and stroking my genitals,after a while he asked me what kind of video i wanted to do and i answered truthfully,only girl/girl,he looked at me with a grinn and answered "yeah ,we can start with that" and i did ,first just solo's ,masturbation shoots for about twenty minutes, i kinda liked those ,my pills and wodka helping it went real smooth,then i did girl/girl for a year with stunning girls,some of them very nice ,some of them real bitches ,the nice ones gave me advice and some tricks i could use during shooting,to be honnest some of the girls really turned me on ,not to the point of having orgasms(that was a big no-no on the set) but still it felt nice,some girls gave me some real good advise like putting a finger to your partners labia and licking it instead of her clit ,out of cameravieuw off course,another one was to masturbate shortly before the shoot to "soften and opening your pussy" as they called it,i could allso use a dildo to stretch my vagina so it wouldn't hurt when they put fingers inside your vagina,what all this wouldn't do was to make me wet enough and so i started to use spit and lube not to have an irritated vagina from sticking fingers inside me The very first time a guy participated in a shoot i didn't know about it ,they just told me he was there just to watch and jerk off to ...