1. I was a pornstar


    Date: 5/18/2016, Categories: Anal Hardcore Lesbian Sex, Author: kikivd, Source: xHamster

    I was 18 when i came to LOS ANGELES full of dreams of a better and glamorous life.In my hometown i was considered a beautyqueen ,guys were all over me,flattering and telling me that hollywood would fall to my feet the minute i would get there,little did i know ..... Let me tell you a little about my background ,my f****y.My parents weren't rich ,mind you not poor either ,they were average.I think they loved eachother but sex was not something they kept inside the marriage,in fact they were serialcheaters having countless relations ,flings with all kind of people.When my mother turned 40 she realised that her best time was over and she basically stopped having trysts and turned to another friend : alcohol,lots of it ,i came home from school and would find my mother passed out d***k on the couch or wherever she fell,my father turned her into a clinic for about at least 5 times untill he realised that nothing really helped ,shortly after comming back it started all over ,so basically he gave up . In her absence it wasn't rare that he would bring other weman to our house so from early on i realised that sex and love were something completly different and fidelity inside the marriage was not a strict necessity. What i learned allso in time was that my beauty and sexy apearance could get me allmost everything i wanted from men,boys i mean .By the time i turned 16 i had not only a steady going sexlife and my virginity was a distant memory,i won't get into details but sex wasn't what ...
    ... i tought it would be but it gave me what i wanted: power over men So when i came to LA having little money i started looking out for a job and a place to live,i found both rather quickly,a waitress job and a shared flat with two roommates,i soon found ouy that being a waitress wasn't exactly what i wanted so i started asking around for something better ,closer to my ambitions One of my new found roommates gave me the adress of an agent she worked for ,turned out he was hiring models for fotographs,swimmware and lingerie,yesss i tought i'm going in the right direction My first steps into the industry were promising ,i was payed very well for a short worktime ,i would pose for pictures not realising that i was showing more and more of my body but in my mind that was what was expected of me By the time i turned 19 my agent told me that there were a lot of models doing the same i did and that maybe it was time for me to do some "serious" work,better payed allso and so i began to shoot nudes turning quickly into soft porn and after a while full blown porn for some magazines,some of those pictures were with other girls wich i liked ,some of those girls were pretty much like i was and we exchanged experiences and became friends Now you have to understand that being a model doesn't mean you did your work and go home ,no way ,we had to go to partys,showed ourself to the people at the partys in short we needed to be seen,it was like a promotion campagne or if you like public relations ...
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