Who is Jessica - Sex Stories

Who is Jessica

... also an absolute no go so that left me very sexually frustrated.

I put my phone down as the voice message ended and as always any time Derrick mentioned "getting some"' it made my mind wander. I started to fantasize about what it would be like to have sex. Never with Derrick, our relationship wasn't like that, but other guys at school. Even some teachers made it into my brain. I had a thing for hot older guys. What can I say? It wasn't long before I grabbed my phone again and pulled up one of my favorite things in the world. Sissy porn.

I found sissy porn a while back and have been obsessed with it ever since. It was so fucking hot to me. I also knew I was sexually submissive from watching porn. Any video, any story, I always wanted to be the one in the submissive role. I also saw sissy porn as a way of affirming my homosexuality, I know that's not the most healthy thing in the world but it's what I had.

I loaded up one of my favorite sissy hypnosis videos and put in my ear phones. Within minutes I was naked and squirming on my bed watching a video telling me to suck cock and I wanted so badly to do it. My mind flashed to the plan I had for the day as I slowly stroked my cock. It, like the rest of me, was not the biggest. At only 4 inches hard. I knew I was better suited for a submissive role on that account too.

I was panting hard and stroking my cock faster and faster and when the video showed a large cock cumming on a sissy's face, I erupted myself. Spraying ...

... my flat belly with my cum and biting my bottom lip to keep from moaning out loudly. As I laid in my bed breathing hard in post orgasmic bliss I knew I had to follow through with my plan.

The plan was, the day I was allowed to go, I was going to a sex shop in the city about an hour from my town and getting some toys to play with. I wanted so much stuff and I had been saving up from the part time job I had and today was finally the day.

I quickly got up and hopped into the shower to clean myself off and got dressed. I found the goth style when I was going through all the shit and I really liked it so even after I started coming out of that black hole I still kept the look. I put on a pair of black pants that had too many zippers and a black metal tee shirt and grabbed my backpack. I quickly ran downstairs barely able to cover my excitement but Had to hit the brakes when I saw my dad in the kitchen

"Morning birthday boy!" He said with a wide smile holding a cup of coffee. "I was thinking I'd take you out for a nice breakfast. Whatcha say?" He said, looking at me. It made me feel bad to say no but I really wanted to go to the city.

"Umm sorry dad I actually have a really big test coming up and I need to go to the library and study. But how about dinner?" I said, trying to appease him. He looked me up and down and gave me a small smile that said he was reading into things more than he should. It was a common thing for him to try and find hidden meaning in things people ...