Who is Jessica - Sex Stories

Who is Jessica

... her and Derrick's mom would play Go Fish or Rummy or something while the guys played poker. Not that they weren't invited, it wasn't like that, they just didn't like poker.

Derrick helped me so much growing up. He was a lot like me when we were kids. Small, nerdy, shy. That all changed when puberty hit. He shot up like a rocket, while I stayed short. He got into sports while I got into video games. He got more confident while I got more reserved. Although we went through puberty very differently we still remained best friends. If not for Derrick, I would not have made it through the years after moms accident. It was his support and platonic love for me that finally made me strong enough to accept my sexuality. See I wasn't just going through the loss of a parent I was also struggling with my sexuality.

I knew I didn't like girls for a long time but I couldn't accept the fact that I was gay. I live in a small town and people here can be kind of judgy about sexuality. So I repressed it as best I could but that never works. Derrick gave me the courage to come to grips with myself and come out to him. When I did he just smiled and gave me a big hug and slapped me on the back. It was all I needed. After I came out to him my life once again changed drastically. Just having one person who I could be my true self with made all the difference.

In the years after I came out to Derrick my life got better. I stopped pushing people away and started acting more like myself again. ...

... I was able to process my mother's death, even though I'll never be over it. My relationship with my dad got better, it didn't get back to like it was before mom but it was good. I started doing better in school again and life was pretty uneventful...that all changed when the fire nation attacked...I mean, when I turned 18.

The day of my 18th birthday finally arrived and I smiled as I opened my eyes. I loved it when my birthday fell on a weekend. I raised my arms over my head and stretched while yawning. My elbow hit my phone as I lowered my arms and I grabbed it checking to see if I had any birthday wishes. I had a few from some friends and family and I had one voice message from Derrick. I smiled and hit the play button.

"Eyyyy brother!!" His voice came from my phone, drunk and yelling. He must have been at a party last night. "Happy birthday! You're finally a man!" I rolled my eyes at that. Derrick was just 4 months older than me but to hear him talk about it, it seemed like 10 years. "Listen listen now that you're finally at the big boys table I think it's high time you tried to...GET SOME!" He yelled from my phone louder than before. I again couldn't help but roll my eyes. He lost his virginity about a year ago and ever since, he's been telling me to "get some" yet that wasn't really possible for me. As I said before I live in a small town and I wasn't ready for anyone but Derrick to know about my sexuality yet, so dating was not in the cards. Anonymous hookups were ...