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Girl With A Secret

... love as he was surely disgusted. He looked me in the eyes, partly with pity, partly with understanding. I hadn't lost his love, but he was wrestling with himself inside. He finally sighed, and took my hands. "How, uh, do you, um, want to do this?" he asked quietly. "For reals?" Was he going to be mine for my first?!?! "For reals, it's going to be kind of weird, but I think understand what you mean, you know I'll be nice about it all." "If it helps, go ahead and fantasize about whatever supermodel is currently on your desktop wallpaper." I said. He shook his head. "I might fantasize by myself, but when I'm with someone, they get all of my attention. It's um,...dishonest the other way." My god, he was the sweetest guy! Holly had damn well better forgive him, otherwise she's an idiot. "Oh.....let's just...start so slow and go from there?" I had no idea exactly what to do, and I knew he would be be a gentle and loving guide. I didn't expect him to get up though. He looked anxious. "Can we do this...in my room? Plus that's where I have my......" I couldn't understand his mumblings. "What did you say?" I asked. "Um, my condoms..." he was actually blushing. "We REALLY have to be careful, you know?" He extended his hand to me and I took as I got up. He then led me to his room, which, not surprisingly was tidy and well organized. He closed the door and locked it and smiled at me. "Mom and Dad aren't supposed to be home until Sunday, but you never know." He then put out several candles ...

... and lit them to dispel the darkness. Just like him to consider the mood. He reached under his bed and pulled out a small toolbox. He opened it to reveal a top tray of computer tools, which was removed to reveal condoms and a few small bottles. He pulled out a strip of three condoms and placed them on the nightstand, and then he looked over the bottles and carefully selected one that he put next to the condoms and also pulled out a tube of some sort. I gave him a questioning look. "Several condoms, in case it breaks, a bit of...warming oil, which I think you'll like and some uh, lube, just in case um, well, you know." I smiled sweetly, and acted dumb because he looked so embarrassed. "No, I don't know, I'm a virgin, remember?" I knew this was kind of uncomfortable for him so I thought a few laughs might help. "It's in case you're uh, really, um, tight." He was bright red, and it was so cute. Just one more reason to love him. I stood by the bed and waited. I wasn't sure if I should kiss him, or what. He gave me a soft smile and took both my hands. He pulled me close and for the first time, I felt his lips on mine. The kiss lasted for a several seconds, and I was really enjoying it, and I dared to open my lips and extend my tongue. I felt his and we gently played a bit as I explored his mouth and then he would explore mine. His arms wrapped around me and he held me by the waist while he kissed me and it felt incredible. I had my hands around his neck, and I caressed his hair as ...