Girl With A Secret - Sex Stories

Girl With A Secret

... guy, the truly sweet man, the one I'd want to be with, the one I'd happily take in my arms, and he's my own...brother. I am one sick person. That's why I have issues with sex, okay? I'm a sick, perverted freak." I erupted in fresh tears and hugged myself tight and just wanted it all to go away. I hadn't counted on Stuart being every bit the guy I'd wanted in life. He sat down on my bed and caressed my shoulders. It was agony because I wanted him to take me in his arms. "Okay, that was a surprise to say the least. I honestly don't know what to say, really. How...long have you felt this way?" "For about four years. I was just a stupid little girl when you did it with Allison for the first time. She was waiting for you once and I overheard her on her cellphone with a friend of hers, describing your first time. Every other thing was how sweet you were, how kind, how gentle, and how you'd made it so special, and so perfect for her first time. I don't know if she knew if was your first time, too, but she had a great time, and she got to find out how special you were. I already knew how kind you were, how sweet, and I thought my first guy would be like you. Five times I've tried, and all five times the guy was a jerk before we got to it. I don't want it to be like that, I want it to be sweet and wonderful." The tears were pouring out of control now, but he had a tissue and he gently wiped them away. "There can be other guys who are like me, you know." He said softly. "But what if ...

... they're just acting like that to get me in bed? Jenna's first guy was so sweet, until they did it, and he laughed at her, told her she gave lousy head, and never called her again. I don't want that for my first time. I want it to be with a man I trust, that will be gentle and accept me for not knowing how to do things right." "i can understand that.....Deanna appreciated it, and so did Katie. I wasn't Holly's first, but she said I treat her better than any of the other three guys she's been with." I managed a bit of a smile. "She didn't just tell you that. I found that out from her myself." He looked confused. "You talked with Holly about me and her having sex?" "Girls talk, it's genetic you know." I said with a small smirk. "But she was wowed by you, Allison was, Deanna was, and so was Katie. And now I can't give myself to another guy because I have this weird fixation with you, and because I'm deathly afraid of my first time being horrible." "But Darcy, we couldn't....that's just wrong. Not exactly a future there, is there? You have to know that." "I know there's no future, but if there could be.....the one time? So my first is as special as I want it to be? So the guy doesn't treat me like shit if I'm terrible? I know that's wrong....but I don't really care." I was now an official mess. What little makeup I'd had on was a mess, with tears streaking it, and my face was all red. I'd opened up, I'd told him my ugly secret, and now, now, I was probably going to lose my brother's ...