He Did It In My Mouth - Sex Stories

He Did It In My Mouth

... lot of persuasion and precisely the right situation to get me to even just agree that I had a casual interest in the subject of cocksucking, let alone actually doing it. I was frightened of being found out, especially by those aggressive and confrontational, “normal” boys who would make life horrible for me. But, the greatest hesitation I faced came down to one thing: Taylor! This was Taylor’s grandfather! How could I possibly even fantasize about getting on my knees before her grandfather and sucking on her grandfather’s penis? She was my friend! How would I ever face her and how much would she hate me if she ever found out. It just seemed too impossible and I resigned my thinking from the idea that it would ever happen, nor that it ever should happen. There are some other possible hesitations that you might be wondering about and why I did not include them. For example: Why would I ever do something with a man that old? As you might suspect, he was out of shape with a rather noticeable gut. Why would I even consider it with someone of a podgy physique instead of going after a more Adonis-type character? Honestly, I was always susceptible to older men who were bigger bodied. Always. From the moment cocksucking was explained to me, I only imagined older daddy-bear types. Why? Well, the older boy who explained cocksucking to me had had used the phrase “dirty old men” to describe men who liked “that sort of thing”. I’m sure that is one reason I have an easy acceptance of the ...

... daddy-bear types. Now that some time has gone by, I understand other elements of my susceptibility to daddy-bear types. One of those is that I am naturally very (very) submissive in sexual things. I was then and I am now. So why would that make me susceptible to older men? Well, dominants tend to seek opposites as much as submissives seek their opposites. Dominants are considered strong. Their natural partners are submissives who are weak. That also means that weak submissives like me seek men who epitomize being much stronger. It is like a mirror of opposites in which one is superior and needs someone who is inferior while the inferior seeks one who is superior. It is very much about power and control. The dominant/controller seeks power and a major part of their sexual quest and satisfaction comes from a sense of power over their vanquished partner. The submissive seeks to surrender to the power and sexual needs of the superior, dominant, controlling, stronger male. What that means in the matter with me having a natural desire for older men is the matter of opposites. Like this: The bigger he is compared to me, the more his superiority and power are shown. The greater his weight, the greater the difference. The greater his age over me, then more he is superior in wisdom-power. The greater those differences are between a dominant/controller and a weak/submissive, the more likely they are to be drawn to each other. One seeks control and to be the aggressor in sex while the ...