1. Sir Collars me


    Date: 6/19/2016, Categories: BDSM Author: Hotpants66, Source: xHamster

    ... deal with that.” “So what, you thought sending me gifts would make it all better. Make me tell you its ok and just let you back between my legs? And what was the damn empty box supposed to be?” “What box? But no I didn’t think sending you gifts would make it better. Nothing will ever excuse or be payment enough for what I did.” “Oh so I am nothing more than a slut you can pay off now?” “No, No, No, damnit baby girl why are you twisting my words!!!!” I can see how frustrated he is, and while I will never admit it, I want nothing more than his arms around me right now. I have shifted on the couch and the robe has fallen away from my leg. I look up to notice that he notices this and his hand his moving toward me. His hand is on my thigh and my hand on his, our eyes lock for a moment before I push it away. Secretly wishing that hand was inside me. “May I see the box you asked about?” Not knowing why he wants it I see no harm in it. I tell him it’s on my bed and he can go get it. He doesn’t say a thing and walks to my room. After a few minutes he has not returned so I go to see what he is doing. I find him on the floor, box in his lap, head hung, hands in tight fists. I walk closer to him, my feet right beside him and he doesn’t move. I squat down beside him, take his chin in my hand and lift it up to look in his eyes. He has tears, real tears. My heart breaks. He jerks his head from my hand and turns away. I stand up on sit the edge of bed, robe falling open as I do. “I did ...
    ... not want you to see me this way baby girl.” “See you what way, emotional, being a real man instead of just my dom?” “Yes.” “And what is it about that damn box that has you so upset?” He reminded me of when we first were together, the reading he gave me to do on the lifestyle, the symbolism of objects. It hit me, the box had contained a collar. So he had planned to collar me. That was a huge step and one he had told me would never happen. But why is he reacting this way? “So you changed your mind, I am not worthy of your collar, it’s not an issue, I never expected one any way. You were very clear from the beginning that would never happen. And since it hasn’t happened I don’t see why you’re so upset. After all you didn’t want to be near me if I remember your words from the cabin correctly.” He stands up and turns around, there is now anger in his eyes. He grabs me by the shoulders. “Don’t you understand what I’m saying at all! Damnit baby girl, I do want to collar you, more than I have ever wanted anything, you have managed to worm your cute little ass into my heart, a place I swore no woman would ever go. Seeing the pain that I caused you last night broke my heart. It has never gotten to me like that when a sub reacted in such a way. But you! You make me so confused sometimes. You give me everything and ask nothing of me except to fuck you senseless. I can not control you. “ “But you do. Yes I give you everything, I want to please you. And yes I may disobey at times, but only ...