Erica's Sexual Transition 2 - Sex Stories

Erica's Sexual Transition 2

Mike and I continued to date for about a month after we first had sex. Our relationship changed afterward. A stronger emphasis on sex grew and I felt like I had to give myself to him whenever he wanted it. If I was not in the mood and tried to say no he would get upset. I also wanted to give sex a try because I just did not feel how great it was. All my friends were saying how sex felt great and I was bombarded with images in movies and books. Numerous times I would just go through the motions of faking orgasms or letting him cum and then saying it was okay if we stopped. I would always choose a position in which I did not have to face him. I tried to make this work and would research different positions to try. No matter what I just did not find myself having fun. I also noticed that I was not displaying any signs of arousal. My friends and jokes would talk about a girl getting wet or nipples getting hard. None of these things happened to me. After a while I just figured it was because Mike was not the right guy for me and I was upset that I gave myself to him when I was waiting for marriage. In early March, I planned to go on a vacation with Tara and her boyfriend, George. They had a friend who lived in the Outer Banks in North Carolina. They invited Mike and I to go too. I was excited. Maybe this was what Mike and I needed to restart our relationship. I was just not happy with him anymore and a nice vacation would turn that around. At first Mike seemed to be really into ...

... the idea of going, but on the night before we were to go, we got into a huge argument. Mike thought that going was a dumb idea and that we would have more fun if we just stayed at the Dorms instead. Was he crazy? This was Spring Break of my freshman year. I didn’t want to spend it sitting in the Dorms when the entire campus would be empty. I was not stupid and knew this to him was going to translate into a sex filled weekend. Of course he would probably just end up leaving me alone at night because he would have to go home for one reason or another. I told Mike I was going to go with or without him. He chose to stay home. The ride was almost 12 hours long and I cried most of the way. I did get to talk about my situation with Tara and George. Getting it out helped but I was still devastated. I had a feeling that this was the beginning of the end for my relationship. It made me sick. Mike was my first boyfriend and the first person I had sex with. The idea that I had sex out of wedlock haunted me. I felt like it made me a slut and that I was doomed to go to hell. I dreaded what would happen if my parents ever found out. They would probably shun me from their home and drown me in Holy Water. We finally arrived in the Outer Banks and it was gorgeous. For a few minutes all my troubles left me. The air was fresh and warm and the ocean was beautiful. Our first stop was to George and Tara’s friend’s condo. It was amazing. It was right on the beach and the best part was that there was ...