Exploring with Diane - Sex Stories

Exploring with Diane

I’m so nervous about getting married. I have only had sex with my fiancé and have no other experience with men. Recently, we made love and I guess it was okay. I have no way of knowing if he was fabulous or if he really sucked in bed. I want to experience love with other’s before walking down the aisle with my fiancé. My name is Diane. I’m twenty five years old. I know I’m very late to the game. I wanted to give myself to the man I married. But, my fiancé talked me into having it and I wanted to give myself to him. I thought it was really great, but I really have nothing to base it off of. He was very loving and very affectionate and he took his time with me. He has been with a lot of women in his lifetime. I think he really enjoyed being my first lover. He recently asked me to marry him. I accepted his marriage proposal, but I’m just so confused. I’ve never had a boyfriend or even a girlfriend. I've been a virgin all of my life. We have now made love maybe ten times, but I just don’t know if he's really the one for me. I love him and I want to be his wife, but I just want to make sure that I have sex with other’s before making this decision. I know that must sound so slutty, but I just want to make sure that he's everything sexually to me. To be married is a lifelong commitment. I love my fiancé but say he isn’t that great in bed. Say there are things that he doesn’t do. I mean it was everything I ever dreamed, but maybe there are things that he didn’t do that I would ...

... really like. We agreed we wouldn’t get married for one year. I wanted to plan the perfect wedding. I also wanted to have sex with other's before I made up my mind. I really want to start off exploring my sexuality with my stepfather. We're not even related and I really thought that maybe he could help me with this. Maybe show me how to do things. I really am quite nervous to even ask him this kind of question. I trust him and I think it would be okay. He’s coming over to my apartment for lunch today. I’m really wondering what he might think. I do know my mother and him don’t have a lot of sex. My mother recently went through her change and she's always having hot flashes and she told me that sex is the last thing she has on her mind. I just think of this as I’m renting my stepfather out. I’m sure she wouldn’t be happy, but maybe she’d be happy that he wasn’t bothering her for sex. I’ll just be very careful and hope she never finds out. I really don’t know how she would, I live on my own anyway. I decided to wear something really pretty for my stepfather. I put on a sweater with a very low neckline which made my cleavage show. I wore a denim miniskirt with hose and flats. I have black long hair and blue eyes. I’m 5’7” and have a large chest. I guess I wear a 38D bra. I have long legs and recently I shaved my pussy. My fiancé said he likes me to be bare down there. I’m hoping I'll be able to convince my stepfather to have sex with me and show me the ropes. I’m just so desperate to ...