Sean's Story: Chapter 1 - Sex Stories

Sean's Story: Chapter 1

... he asked. And in that instant all of the euphoria I’d felt during the kiss was gone and replaced by an bottomless pit in my stomach. An endless wave of thoughts and questions washed into the pit. Had that really just happened? I had just made out with my muscular, hunky, straight best friend. What the fuck? Was he straight? Maybe he’s bi? Why did he do that? What did it me? Does he like me like me? Why am I turned on? Is it ok that I’m turned on? As these thoughts raced through my head my face went from one of elation to one of horror. “What’s wrong?” he asked, “I know I’m not that bad of a kiss.er” He looked concerned but I was confused. I stood up. “I… I have to go.” I said gathering my things hastily “I’ll see you tomorrow.” I practically ran out of his house and across the street. Once I got into my house I rushed up the stairs and into my room, closing the door behind me. I sat on the edge of my bed, shocked, and thought about what had just happened. Though I’d lusted over a number of my friends over the years I had never thought about Casey that way before. He was almost a brother. He was hot, yeah, I could admit that, but fuck. And I knew he wasn’t gay. That was clear. Maybe he was bi? I was lost in rumination when I heard a knock at my door and then the door opened before I could even respond. Casey walked in and closed the door behind hin. “Cas-“ “No, don’t say anything. Just listen.” He looked like a concerned parent looking down at me, so stern. ...

... “I’m sorry. I should have thought through that before I did it. I’m not gay, you know that. I wasn’t coming out or anything.” “Then what was that? That kiss?” “Just that. A kiss. I wanted you to know what it felt like. I saw you reacted when I asked you if you’d been kissed and I didn’t want you to be left out. Now you can say you’ve kissed someone, and a guy at that.” So it was pity? “Thanks, I guess.” “But don’t you dare say it was me or I’ll kick your scrawny little ass.” He said jokingly. “I won’t.” “So are we cool?” “I guess. It was just… I was confused. I didn’t know what to think.” “yeah, like I said, I should have thought it through first. But if I had I probably wouldn’t have had the balls to do it. So I just did it.” “Like a bandaid” I said, hoping he wouldn’t hear the tinge of hurt in my voice. “Not that it was bad,” he clarified “It was pretty good from my end.” “Thanks,” I grinned glad it wasn’t awful at least. “I’d say the same but I don’t have anyone else to compare it to.” “I’m told I’m pretty good. But what did you think? Did you like it? Everything you hoped it would be and more?” There was a sparkle in his eye. He knew I liked it but wanted to hear me say it. “Well yeah, it felt amazing…” I droned on for a short time about how amazing it was but my voice trailed off as I went back to the incredible sensation of our tongues intertwined in my mouth. That gave way to the realization that I wouldn’t be experiencing that for a while. End Chapter 1