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I'm Jim. I'm 31, I stand just under 5-9, and I weigh about 147 lbs. I had just recently gotten divorced from my wife that I had been married to for 7 years. Luckily we had no children and we split as friends. I had gotten my house when I was 22 right after getting a good job so when my wife left I kept it. Sitting alone in the evenings it gets pretty boring. I wasn't looking to start a new relationship with anyone and I don't particularly like to go to bars so that left me with a lot of extra time. I found that more and more I would fill these empty hours watching porn on the computer. The more I watched, the more I would look for something different. After all, one porn melts into the next till it's an endless stream of fake screaming from girls getting fucked and after a while that gets boring. It didn't take long for me to discover gay porn. At first I was appalled by it. But the more I watched I began to see that some of these guys really liked it. I began to pay more attention to it and soon I realized that it was really turning me on. The way those boys would drool and gag on a big cock looked so hot. And when they got fucked I could see the bliss in their eyes. I soon began to wonder what it was that made them love it so much and as I watched I began to realize that the videos I liked best were of younger men sucking cock and getting fucked by older men. Men with gray hair and some with the big belly that older men get. I began to fantasize about myself sucking a ...

... cock. I knew I never would, after all I had been married and loved women so how could ever do anything like that? But the idea had been planted in my brain and soon it was my jack off fantasy. I would stroke my 6" cock and dream of the ideal older man. He would be in his late 50s, 6-1 or taller with broad shoulders and massive thighs. I dreamed that his cock would be big and hard and that he would grab my head and place it in my mouth and tell me what to do. I always came a lot thinking of this. As soon as I was done I would tell myself I had to stop thinking about being a cocksucker. Straight men don't suck cock. Not long after I started stroking to these thoughts I found myself going through the craigslist M2M ads and reading about the guys looking for sex with other guys. Most of the ads were from guys that wanted to suck or wanted to be fucked but every now and then an ad would come up from a man looking for a younger guy to service him. I would read these and get so horny, thinking of how to reply. I must have typed out 200 replies but never sent them. I would write down how I wanted this man to use me and to make me do all the things he wanted. I would write how he should force me to my knees and slap my face with his cock. How he should grab my hair and hold my head as he rammed his big cock down my throat, not stopping if I gag. I would write how I wanted him to use me just for his pleasure and give no thought to my own. But I never actually sent them out. How could I? I ...