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School Blues
Date: 11/29/2015, Categories: First Time Author: Lisaga, Source: LushStories
... embarrassed, praying he hadn't notice that I'd just come. “Just get off.” He dismounted from the chair. Seconds later others came in. I was frozen to my desk, flushed and aware that my trousers were soaking. My mind was in turmoil. I had come for the first time, but not in the way I’d ever imagined. A sudden despondency washed over me. Ashley had found someone who wouldn’t turn him away. And at any time, I suddenly realised, he could tell all my friends. After all, what did he have to lose? And then the self-loathing part of it. That I, in the end, had been a willing participant. That I’d found it so exciting that I’d ejaculated in his hand. That I might find other boys attractive. I knew then that this was only the start.