My Evolving Transition – Ch. 04 - Sex Stories

My Evolving Transition – Ch. 04

After a few months away, the Greyhound bus finally returned me home. I returned from my sabbatical, a bit Iow on money, and more certain of my sexuality than I ever had been. Just I do not know if my town could accept it.

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The first thing I did was say hello to my mother after I returned home. She looked at how I was dressed and then hugged me. Nothing was said, but her body language pretty much said it all.

It’s been over a week and a half since I last hooked up with Jessa, and I was already missing him and that bar.

A week had passed since I returned and the only communication, I had with anybody was my mother, and Jess via email. I spent most of my time locked up in my loft, experimenting with various clothes and make-up, or hanging out in the nude.

Due to my anxiety, partially in my head, and partially caused by Tiffany and my actions, I still didn’t want to face anyone locally.

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Then one day around a month of hibernating at home, my mother asked me to go to the mall and get her some things from the arcade chemist, while she was at work. I was down to the last few headache pills that Tiffany gave me. I still had four repeats left for spironolactone, so I reluctantly agreed.

So, she left for work, at 8:00 AM. When I woke around 9:30 AM, I decided to test the waters and see if I could get away with going to the mall in disguise.

So, I wore eyeliner and lipstick, sunglasses, a basketball top, torn denim shorts over skin-tight patterned yoga ...

... pants, brown cowboy boots with tassels, a puffy black raincoat vest, and tied my hair in a ponytail. Before going, I looked in the mirror, to check out how I looked. I wasn’t still convinced, so then added a black covid mask, which was the icing on the cake.

Everything I was wearing was bought while on my road trip to redemption, even the handbag that I had was purchased from a little Indian tourist shop. I locked up and then walked towards the bus stop that was two blocks from my place and past a large park. The park belonged to a local gang, and it was best to avoid walking through it especially when it started getting dark.

As I walked, I prayed that no one from my recent past recognized me. No one did.

It was a ten-minute wait and a twenty-minute ride to the shopping precinct.

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Once, the bus stopped at the mall, I casually entered the entrance.

Everything ran smoothly until I went to the drugstore for my ***********. The pharmacist looked at me strangely when handing me my spironolactone and my mother’s ***********s. He was about to say something to me about what was in my *********** when an unruly customer interrupted us.

I paid for my items at the counter and left. That’s when I almost walked into an old-school buddy from my past and before Tiffany.

He looked at me surprised, as I was dressed differently compared to how I used to dress.

I hadn’t seen Zayne, since 10th grade, he didn’t comment on my attire. We exchanged numbers and promised to ...