Bobbi - Sex Stories

Bobbi

I had my "secrets" we all have them. I guess on the one hand we are terrified we will be discovered but on the other, there is that little part of us that wants to be discovered. At least that's the way it was for me. Meeting Ms. Anders changed all that. Somehow, from that first meeting, she could see all the way through me. She could see that dark secret that I always thought was safely hidden away. I should start at the beginning and maybe this will all make a little more sense. My names Robert but I have always been called Bobby. I just turned 22 and have been working for an insurance company here in town. I didn't grow up here but moved after I graduated from high school. I was always a bit small for my age, I'm 5' 6" and really pretty slender. Most of the time in school, I got picked on a lot because of my size so I was more than happy to get out of town. I've known I was different when it came to girls for a long time. Looking back it's pretty easy to see where my "secrets" came from. I have known about my submissive side for a long, long time. I really believe it has always been there. I remember laying in bed when I was 10, 11 or 12, going to sl**p and fantasizing about girls in the neighborhood, holding me down and kissing and "playing" with me. It was also around this time that I had my first sexual experiences. They all involved 3 older girls in the neighborhood, the girls were always "in charge". The first time involved them getting me to strip naked for them. ...

... They said they would too but after I had, they refused. I still remember the intensity of my feelings, standing there, naked while they "examined" me. Looking back on it, I know that it is that wonderful combination of sexual excitement, humiliation and fear the never fails to take me into "subspace", where I willingly submit to whatever She desires. Then there were other times that I was alone with one or the other of them. They would have me undress for them and they would partially undress. They had me masturbate while they watched and often had me lick and kiss their breasts, legs and privates. This continued until I was 15. They were all a couple of years older than I was and started dating guys from school. I still remember the combination of sexual excitement, fear, and shame that I had every time it happen. Even though the fear and shame were there, I kept going back for more and more. They would always begin teasing me and before long I was doing what they wanted. For a while in high school and for a year or two after that, I tried some dating but it just didn't work out. First off, I really didn't find girls my age all that interesting. I always found my self "gawking" at older women. A 30 or 40-year-old woman always seemed so much sexier. In addition they were more assertive and seemed more "no non-sense", which turned me on too. There were a few times that I tried to approach a woman or two but it never worked. I plan everything out a head of time but I would always ...