COUSINS –OUR STORY – Chapter 9 - Sex Stories

COUSINS –OUR STORY – Chapter 9

... to dismiss it from my mind, but could not. Maybe it was because I was looking at Lucy in that sexy outfit she wore. I was anxious to get home. Finally, Lucy indicated she had done enough window shopping so we headed to the car. I really should have let Lucy drive; I was not concentrating. At one point I thought of pulling over and stopping. We could hop into the back seat and have it there! Too bad about the hygiene thing! Luckily, it was only a short drive to the apartment. Arriving at the apartment I dropped Lucy off and went to park the car. I had planned to get her on to the bed where I thought she would be receptive to what I wanted, but she was into the apartment and flopped on the lounge before I could get there. She was expecting me to join her. I just stood on the spot, moved a little here and there, not really knowing what to say. Then she sat up and looked at me. She must have turned on her radar because she said: “not now…later tonight Jimmy………I should give my insides a longer rest.” TELLING THE TRUTH I did not know how to answer. Her words hit me like a bomb. I had been thinking only of myself; what I wanted! I had not given any consideration to Lucy whatsoever. This was selfish on my part. I felt tears run down my cheeks as I realized how dumb I had been. Lucy quickly noticed the change in me and asked if I was ill. I shook my head. Her radar must have been still on because next she said “is it me?” I shook my head again, then, “is it about me”. I nodded. ...

... “Jimmy, we need to talk…let’s lie on the bed and you tell me……we have never had any secrets from each other………..have we?” She got up and I followed those gorgeous legs to the bedroom. It was not talking that I had planned for bedroom activity! How could I explain? I knew I had to tell it as it was and take the consequences! When I had finished explaining Lucy cuddled me close and said “Jimmy, I love you……I want you to want me…………I love it that you want me………I want to have sex with you……please don’t be upset……if you didn’t want me, then I would be upset”. LUCY RATIONALIZES She explained that we were in transition. It was only normal that I would want sex again considering we had waited a long time. Especially being a male. Males had a greater sex drive than females. It was the way we were made. With the female, and her different anatomy, sometimes other things had to be taken into account. After our talk I felt much better. Lucy had let me off the hook! She rationalized it so well. But deep down, I thought I had blundered, and only one day after being married! I would have to exercise great care in the future. LUCY AGREES TO BE MANAGER I told Lucy I wanted her to manage our sex life as she had always done. Anyway, in many respects, she had to do it since she was the one who worked out when we could, and could not. The condom decision was some time off yet, but I hoped we would not be that desperate that I would resort to one. In any case, the ones I had bought would not do. Our test ...