Meeting Him pt.1 - Sex Stories

Meeting Him pt.1

... slave/master thing didnt go over well in the black community,at least not any I had heard of.It was my nature to be dominate in my real life situations,it was more of a survival skill,you don't get ahead in the business world by showing weakness.Throughout my marriage,I have pretty much ran things,not in an abusive,dictator,sort of way,but in a take charge kinda way,making sure everything got done...and the right way.I guess thats why I felt so helpless when my sex life began to fall apart,I didnt know how to fix it. Although I wasnt personally looking for a master,I did contact the older white gentleman,telling him I was a writer and asked if he would share some of his experiences with me,since he claimed to be living the life of a master in real life.He was more than willing to share,telling me how he got started early on in the bdsm lifestyle and never really straying far from it...I was only planning to pick his brain,see how someone like him really thinks.I started off by telling him what I wasnt into...poop,blood,vomit....and anything underage,he shared the same dislikes as me.As we talked I realized we shared some of the same kinky interests,only difference most of mine was fantasy only.I told him how I had always loved sex..was quite the slut before I was married,having had sex with many different black men,some strangers..Now that I was older,I wanted something different.I had always been attracted to white guys...now preferring older ones.He became someone I could ...

... share my deep, dark, nasty fantasies with,without feeling judged.After a few days I told him how I had gotten close once before to a white gentleman,named Rick, online...how at first we began talking because I wanted to explore and see if I truly did have a submissive side,deep down somewhere.We had many chats...with Rick being my master...and me being his willing sub.I have to say the chats were down right nasty...and arousing...with him calling me derogatory names...names that no respectable black person ever wants to be called.However when ever he used that term.....that word...I became very aroused. We roleplayed for a few months....but over time Rick confessed to actually preferring to be a sub himself,leaving me messages begging me to use him.I didnt know much about the bdsm lifestyle,about Dommes or Subs,or Switches,for that matter.I just knew what felt good to me,and at the time it was being submissive,which I didnt quite understand,seeing that I like to feel in control at all times.Me and Rick eventually stopped talking,and I thought that was the end of my submissive side...you know,maybe just a phase I was going through. THE NEXT LEVEL WITH HIM I got up enough courage to ask HIM , how he felt about using "that word"...had he ever used it before during his sexual encounters and if so what affect did it have on him or his subjects.I told him what effect it had on me and he responded by telling me he had used "that" word and many worse,and that of course he enjoyed it ...