Babysitters Secret part 2 - Sex Stories

Babysitters Secret part 2

... to his place and break several bones. But I couldn't do any of that. That would make me a true hypocrite and I owed it to Shawna, after all I had done with Jenny, to give her the benefit of the doubt. "Why?" I asked. "It was a sexual thing," she said. "That's all. It was just about the sex. I still love you. I love you more than I ever have." "But our sex life has been so great lately." "I know it has! That's not the problem. The problem isn't the sex we've been having. It's been wonderful." "So what was the problem? What did I do to drive you into the arms of another man?" "That's just it," she said softly. "It wasn't another man." For a moment, I didn't understand. Then the impact of what she had said struck me. Shawna had gone off to a hotel with a female co-worker. She had cheated on me with another woman. My mind felt like a cog spinning with no chain. "I don't understand," I said. "When I was in college," she said, "I used to . . . you know . . . experiment with other girls. I liked it a lot but I always liked men more. Being with another woman is nice but I guess . . . well . . ." she laughed. "I guess I just like dick too much." "When did you stop experimenting?" "Right when we first started dating seriously," she told me. "Remember the night you asked me to move in with you? I told you that I needed a night to think about it. The next day, I hooked up with my friend April. We'd fooled around a few times before. Then that was it. I thought I just needed to get it out ...

... of my system." "But it never really left, I'm assuming." "No. Over the years that we've been married, I've been thinking about it more and more often. I guess it was never just a phase. Maybe I really am bisexual." "OK, so what happened with your coworker?" "Remember Janey? You met her at the Christmas party? Well, she and I were talking that night after we'd had a few and she confessed she was into women. For some reason, I told her I was too. She said that if I ever felt like being with one, she'd be open to it. It took a year but finally I couldn't fight it any more. I told Janey that I wanted to have sex with her and we arranged this thing." "And what happened?" "We had sex. But it was like before. It was unsatisfying. There was just something missing. I liked the way she looked, smelled, felt . . . but she couldn't meet all of my needs. Does that make sense?" "Yes," I admitted. "I'm so sorry, Peter. Please forgive me. It'll never happen again." "I should be asking for your forgiveness," I said, after a long moment. "For what?" she asked. "This wasn't your fault." "Not for that," I said. "I've been unfaithful too." In the pale light, I could see Shawna's face twist. I knew she was struggling with the same quandry that I'd been struggling with after her initial confession. She was angry and jealous and hurt but couldn't very well blame me for doing the exact same thing she had done. Shawna took a few deep, painful breaths. I knew she wasn't ready to hear the truth yet so I ...