The Color of Love - Sex Stories

The Color of Love

My name is Shaun Jacobs and this is the story of my first sexual experience and my first time falling in love. I am twenty one years old, 6’ 2", slim build, short dark brown hair and green eyes. I have light skin and bit of a stubbly beard. I have never had a serious relationship before and I am still a virgin, which is embarrassing at this age I know. Throughout my teenage years I guess I was mainly attracted to girls at school but was too shy to ever really do anything about it. When I was alone I would experiment with different porn and at about age seventeen found myself starting to like gay porn. I think because I was such a shy person on the outside but was craving to try all new things on the inside that I became somewhat obsessed with porn, wishing that it could be me doing these hot, sexy things. It was like I just wanted to know more and more. I never thought of myself as ugly but I guess I never had the self-confidence either. I would consider myself to be a little nerdy and awkward. I had goods friends in high school but after it was over everyone seemed to drift away and I became a loner. I spend most of my weekends playing video games with my little brother Jason. I have a good relationship with my family and still live at home with mom, dad and Jason. After high school I started to work as an apprentice painter. After three years I got my qualification and started working for a new company and started saving for my own place. Everyone has always assumed I was ...

... straight and never asked otherwise and I have never really brought up the subject to anyone before. Although mom would make the occasional comment about how she'd love me to bring home a girl for them to meet someday. Which I would just brush off. Our family isn't very open about talking about sex and relationships and I think my parents just wanted to give me my privacy about that topic and they didn't pry, (not that there was anything to pry into anyway). Over the past four years I slowly stopped being attracted to girls and now I only notice guys. I guess I know inside that I am gay but I can't admit it until I get up the courage to actually try it out for real. I feel that if one day I was to bring a guy home my family would be accepting of that. But I still am not ready to say anything yet. Today was the first day of work starting with this new company and I was looking forward to it, hoping to possibly make some work friends. The job was painting houses which I enjoyed doing. This was quite a large company and I arrived at their head office at 7am. I met my new boss and found out that I would be working with just one other person who I would be partnered with from now on and it would be just the two of us working on each house alone together. I thought to myself I hope I get along with this other person otherwise this job will suck if I have to spend so much time alone with someone who I don't like. My boss told me that Matthew was running a few minutes late and would be ...