When I Was In High School I Met a Much Older Man Online and Sucked His Cock - Sex Stories

When I Was In High School I Met a Much Older Man Online and Sucked His Cock

When I was in high school I began to accept the fact that I might be gay, or at least bi-sexual as I still had an attraction to girls. I still have an attraction to girls, actually. But around my sophomore year of high school I started to realize that nothing got me off more than fantasizing about giving a blowjob. I'd fantasize about being the girl in a porn I'd watch and imagine what it would be like to submissively worship a cock and it would turn me on so much. Then I would imagine just being a boy and sucking cock. I didn't like it but I couldn't deny it. Before I continue I suppose I'll provide a little background about myself. One of my first exposures to any kind of sexuality as a kid was when I came home from my friend's house early one day and walked by my parent's bedroom and my heart stopped from what I saw through the crack in the door. My mother was on her knees, fully clothed, eagerly sucking on my step-father's cock through his jeans as he looked down at her and had his hand on the back of her head. My eyes widened and my jaw dropped, my ears perked up at the slurping sounds. I froze in place and just became entranced at what I was watching. At the time I had an oedipal thing for my mom since she was, and still is, quite attractive and I hated my step-father because he was, and still is, an asshole. This made me feel angry for some reason but also very turned on. I was so conflicted. I hated that my mom loved him so much and would do anything to please him, ...

... even choosing him over me most of the time. This was the first time that those feelings would start to turn into something deeply erotic for me. I watched as he came in her mouth and she stayed on her knees kissing his cock all over before slowly zipping his jeans back up. I hastily, but quietly, continued down the hall and entered my room. I just sat there, stunned, with my heart still racing. I had one of the first erections I can remember having. For years after that I would put my ear to my bedroom wall and hope to hear my mom and step-father having sex. I became a little voyeur. Then, a few years after that, I witnessed another thing that would make me feel all kinds of strong emotions, but also would turn me on immensely. One night I walked halfway down the stairs and turned my head to see my older sister and my step-father cuddled up together on the couch in the living room. I quickly, but quietly, walked back up the stairs and continued to watch from afar. For months leading up to this I had uneasy suspicions about them being too close and I started to wonder if those suspicions were true. I watched as I saw her hand rub his crotch and he smirked down at her and they started to make-out. My eyes widened at the sight, I couldn't believe it. It enraged me so much, it made me feel so powerless and emasculated. This alpha male asshole, who my mom cheated with, moved in just a few years earlier and he dominates the two most important people in my life - my mother and my ...