My first time: Pleasing a dominant man on my knees - Sex Stories

My first time: Pleasing a dominant man on my knees

To share with you all my first time. :) Already since I was a young I had a fascination for penises. Watching my classmates in gym class or playing games. Real honest curiosity. Later came a certain shame, I come from quite a religious f****y and there was not a lot of room for free sexuality. Sexuality was something for that certain person you are going to marry. This got me always really afraid. I also turned more inward in puberty and became quite shy, having lots of hidden fantasies. I would sit a lot behing my laptop watching oral sex videos. I never really knew where it came from. I always had it. I always felt that have vaginal sex felt strange to me. As if that should be for loving only and that oral sex is more lust. When I younger I bought a dildo and this might sounds weird. I never used it on my pussy. Never even in the years later. It just doesn’t feel right. I wanted to feel how it would be to suck a man and masturbate. Every morning and evening I would put the dildo in my mouth and play with myself until I reached an orgasm. I would practice going deeper in my throat enjoying the gagging feeling and masturbate. I would imagine myself being in front of a man. I would sit on my knees and masturbate like that. Sometimes watching movies on my laptop on the same time. Always hoping in school that somebody would see me and pick me out, pull me in a toilet and fuck my mouth. When I was end of high school I was so frustrated and didn’t want to wait anymore and I went ...

... on a dutch sexdating website. Even though I was still a virgin. I didn’t dare to write that down. I was very ashamed of a virgin. The place was called AdultMatch and I just wrote down that I hoped to find a man who would want to make me give him oral sex. And now I realize this is stupid. But I didn’t expect anything. I was never popular and I think with half an hour I had 2 messages and within 1 day 20 messages. My heart would knock in my throat. Wow. Are they serious I was thinking. I put an extra picture on there and messages kept coming in. And then I thought do I dare to meet? For a week I did nothing. Just reading the messages. And 1 message stood out for me. Was a guy who sent a very personal message and was very clear on what he wanted. He called me slut in his message and that turned me on. He wrote down that he wanted to pick me up and take me to a quiet place where I could please him. Nobody would know. Just us 2. Just fun. I decided to just do it, we exchanged whatsapp and sent a few messages and I didn’t dare to tell it was my first time. My parents would be away for the weekend and I asked if he could pick me up around 8pm 2 blocks of the place of my parents. That evening I walked to that corner. I wore my tightest jeans to prevent any sex in pussy or ass. :) Just to make sure. But I practiced the whole day with my dildo hoping he won’t be disappointed with me. I remember walking there and feeling so wet. My heart bumping in my chest. Shy, tense, all at the same ...